I take my steps onto the creaky wooden planks.
Of which death shall await.
I bow myself, I thank dear lord.
As the ropes of love tangle my neck,
it starts to tighten, so much slowly.
Why can't it just quickly snap off my veins,
and dispose me away
Why can't it just squeeze the shit out of me,
instead of torturing me
The audience just stares,
and they applaud, aroused,
thinking that this was some stupid magic trick
And the human who holds this rope,
grins and knows nothing.
"For thee not knoweth of this pain -
thou keep pulleth the rope so much tighter,
and for each moment it tightens,
the last breath shall come,
and lived and die
as desperately
I will"
Haiz....
The love that lasts the longest,
is the one that is never returned
- William Somerset Maugham