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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Haiz, life is falling apart

Just got the text, that person wants to break off the friendship. I have no clue why, or what is it I did wrong.

Why?
Was I annoying?
What, a malay?
I'll leave you alone, I will, just talk to me. I need you. You're one of my friends that understand me most. I can't handle life without you. I am sorry.

I am sorry for not being the person that will leave you and your issues alone. When the rest of them know what's going on. I feel misplaced, for why you would tell friends, when you couldn't tell me. I don't understand why.

Yes, you can be selfish. You can have her for all you want. But telling other people, not including me? And ending up the whole issue with "I don't trust you" really did break my heart apart. I am waiting for your apology. If you are unhappy with who I am, tell me, shout it right into my face, so that at least I get your respect. It is not fair, it really isn't. Haiz, please, don't do this to me. You are important.

I couldn't stop crying and sobbing on my bed when you send me that text.

Yea, I know, that's something not manly to say. But at least bold enough to say it. I can't stand the fact that you would do this to me. Please, I am sorry. But I too need your apology.

Until then...

The Perceiver


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Full-time earning millions
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