<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d293269181196737536\x26blogName\x3dHys+Life\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dTAN\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://stillhymm.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://stillhymm.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-352171753025992043', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
span.fullpost {display:none;}



Yes, Life is Awesome, But The World is Stupid

Monday, November 30, 2009

Today's hawt feeds: Next post's must-knows:
THE LAST AIRBENDER (SUMMER 2010)



One of Nickelodeon's biggest shows, with an appeal over an incredibly large cross-section of viewers, was Avatar: The Last Airbender. When you couple a big-name kids' show with great storytelling and a huge following with the rolling slow-motion train wreck that is M. Night Shyamalan, you get The Last Airbender, coming to theatres July 2010.

The Last Airbender will send us out with Aang, the last of the Airbender race and heir to the great legacy of Avatars, masters of all four elements. Aang ventures forth along with some familiar friends to defeat the grasping Fire Nation, masters of the fire element who have conquered most of the planet. Check out the trailer.

Will the Avatar movie manage to carry enough support from its audience to be a hit? Or will audiences stay away from another M. Night Shyamalan movie in droves, having learned painful lessons at the hands of The Happening and Lady in the Water?


DIARY
251009
Lunch ft Mandi Cheung and
Jacobs Taylor
Yishun (Around the neighbourhood); Breeks Cafe



She is really something you know. She's smart, pretty, and seemingly innocent. She's a friend, one-in-a-million, a bitch I must say. She's the one who's been picking myself up when I'm down. Good girl, she turns my downs to ups incredibly fast, like, SNAP. You won't get enough of her smile, and her stupid common quotes of which I've been influenced of such as BOOMZ, SHINGZ, O YA HOR. LOL WTF, okay, whatever, the point is, she is awesome, and if you think she's ugly and a wannabe, look into the mirror and ask yourself, slut-holes.

WARNING
THIS POST IS MOTHER FUGLYING LONG
I HAD A GREAT TIME AND IT WAS ONE OF THE MOST MEMORABLE OUTINGS
I EVER HAD, SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM READING
THIS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC WRITTEN MEMOIR OF MINE,
SHUT THE - UP AND GET LOST

thank you :D


So, I granted her the wish of sending her back home after dance rehearsal;D

Arrived there, it was kinda messy, but her storage of food is seriously long-lasting for life, equipped with oily snacks and endless flavoured drinks hiding away in big cardboard boxes. We crapped there, here are our conversational highlights:

Mandi: *comes out of shower*
Amirul: Hey! you wearing that?
Mandi: Ya lah.
Amirul: Aren't you gonna dry your hair?
Mandi: Dun wan, I like it messy and whet!
*stares at each other* ~~~ *laugh freaking loudly like some idiot*
Amirul: HAHA, WHET
*both laugh again stupidly*

...bla bla bla...

Mandi: I wanna wash these CUPS
Amirul: *laugh like some freak* HAHA! CUPS, that is so lame
Mandi: *not laughing*
Amirul: *pai seh pai seh*

So Mandi has guitar and yo-yo practise at Esplanade, so she brought Taylor along, its a guitar you idiots LOL

I renamed it Jacobs, cause I put it at my 'ehem', and you know la, both Mandi and I dirty-little-asses, so yar, it kinda looked like this . . .


Are you getting turned on? ^^
OMG that's sick LOL

So, we started to crap about whether Taylor was male or female, so debate goes on:

Mandi: Its Taylor la, its a girl's la you
Amirul: No, its Jacobs, guy, see, its on my &^%$#
Mandi: Girl laa
Amirul: God damn you, fine, its transexual

*both laughing the asses off*

Okay, okay, so went back home by bus, she followed me back home so that I could change too . . .


So, reached interchange, and saw this awesome auditioning thingy/scene taking/advertising going on. Seriously, I think they're gonna make some stupid TV ad on NorthPoint soon . . .


So, went to Breeks Cafe, had a fukcing fun time man, seriously, and its not meant to envy you all LOL. It took me 15 minutes to decide what to eat sia, like WTH. So as to stop Mandi from whining to hurry up on my order, I chose the Deep Fried Chicken Meal, and Mandi's was Grilled Chicken Meal. We got our soup first . . .


Then came our meals. Both looks the same la, except they were cooked
with different methods . . .


Okay, this rock. Its delicious and its heaven in my mouth, technically chicken, fries and coleslore, but you get the point la huh.

So, we did lots and lots of camwhoring. The complete 84-photo album are here in facebook.


We crapped like fukc man. The employees and waiters/waitresses were like staring at us. Can give us space, please? C'mon, not your first time what see laughing charming youthful people in a high-class restaurant, get a life. Okay, so the ice-cream came . . .




And the bill came. Had to do survey ah . . .


So, ta-da! Mandi has to go now, so I'm back home. Okay, gonna have lunch again on 2nd December, oh well, take care peeps! Do check out my photos on facebook and comment them! :D




Bye-bye 2009

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Today's new hot feeds:
Tomorrow's latest must-knows:
Highlights:
TOP PC GAMES

DRAGON AGE: ORIGINS (PC)

http://www.endsights.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/dragonageoriginslogo.png

When was the last time you felt totally lost in a fantasy gameworld? When was the last time you played a game with such a well-crafted and enjoyable story that you knew you'd remember it for a long, long time? Dragon Age: Origins is that kind of game, so rich and involving that you are powerless to resist its wiles and whims, so touching and triumphant that your mind and heart will be moved. In the fictional land of Ferelden, you meet memorable characters and fight for a cause you believe in, and it's this backdrop that makes developer BioWare's newest role-playing game so extraordinary. Dragon Age is more than a well-crafted story, however: It's a lengthy, intricate, and thoroughly entertaining adventure that's easy to fall in love with.

Dragon Age: Origins (PC) #3Dragon Age: Originsscreenshot


LEFT 4 DEAD 2

http://www.gossipgamers.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/left_4_dead-2.jpeg

Last year Left 4 Dead unleashed a harrowing and entertaining vision of what it's like to be on both sides of the zombie apocalypse. Whether you were shooting your way through hordes of infected (the preferred nomenclature) en route to possible rescue, or scheming with your fellow superpowered zombies (an acceptable colloquialism) in an effort to choke, eviscerate, and otherwise kill the intrepid survivors, Left 4 Dead was enormously fun. The only real drawback was the shortage of content. Left 4 Dead 2 does not have this problem, offering five new campaign maps that can be enjoyed across five uniquely engaging game modes. These campaigns are more diverse, more atmospheric, and more exciting, thanks largely to the stellar level design. Left 4 Dead 2 also improves on the original in almost every other way, featuring new weapons, new items, new enemies, and new survivors that make the game richer across the board. Though the core action remains largely unchanged, the widespread enhancements make Left 4 Dead 2 even better than its impressive predecessor. This is one zombie apocalypse you do not want to miss.

Left 4 Dead 2 (PC) #2Left 4 Dead 2 (PC) #1

SIMS 3

http://girlsofwar.files.wordpress.com/2009/06/sims-3-logo.jpg

If you're reading this, there's a very good chance that you've heard about The Sims. It's been difficult to escape the popular franchise's web, what with two full games and a seemingly endless stream of expansions. The first thing you may be asking, then, is whether The Sims 3 is worth playing, or if it's just more of the same. Well, it most certainly is worth it, and yes, in some ways it is more of the same. But in this case, that's a very good thing. For anyone who's played The Sims or its first sequel, this familiarity will let them ease into it, feeling like a welcomed guest rather than an outsider. But this doesn't make The Sims 3 a simple rehash of what's come before. Instead, returning elements have been energized and extended by a number of terrific improvements, such as expanded customization tools, additional tools for interaction with other sims (and other players), and more tangible goals and rewards. Most importantly, the free-to-explore town makes you feel like part of an entire virtual society--a feature approximated but never fully realized in the previous games. By blending together the old and the new, developer Maxis has created the best, most charming game yet in the series.

The Sims 3 (PC/Mac) #2The Sims 3 (PC/Mac) #4




I Love Life

Monday, November 23, 2009

A MUST-READ POST!

THE VAGITAMINS


Okay, so, some of you may remember if I ever mentioned about my oso cool friend/superstar from Austria - Matthias aka Maze. He's the one on the left, and his band mate, Toby, on the right. Jyeah, as some, or a few of you, might know, he was the one who inspired me to draw, and not Jacy, get your facts right.

Read this conversation :D



Like yay, he's gonna send some labels here, I hope. Oh well, and by the way, that "View your entire conversation history" so spoils everything. Its suppose to be "I'LL BE YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN LOLOLOLOLOLOL" Whatever, well, I miss him! Its been long since we talked. We kinda crapped about how vain he is, photos and piercings. He was like "I find tits' piercings very sexy" XD

WOMEN OUT THERE, THAT WAS A COMPLIMENT
HAHAHAHA


He's gonna record his songs soon, in a real studio, I guess? I'm craving for his songs, seriously man. Okay okay, can't wait, a few more weeks, patience Amirul.

MONOPOLY


Well this was like the previous Saturday and Sunday, Elina, Ahmad and I played Monopoly and Cheat, it was f'fun man! I wont elaborate on what happened, but when the pictures arrive, I will. This is a picture of me of what happened there -.-



SO YEAH, ITS ANOTHER MUST-READ POST LOLOLOL




Move-A-Lot

Thursday, November 19, 2009

CARTWHEELS
BY AMIRUL, WEN TING, SARAH AND HEIDI
DIRECTOR: MUTHITA


So its like, today dance rehearsal, it was good. I can finally do full air splits, a front right split and a cartwheel! Woo huuuu, still a lot more to catch up on in terms of stamina.

It all started when lao shi wanted me and that guy (-) to do the cartwheels la. And I was like "NO NO" and Jermaine was like "Do la, for me *winks*" LOL. So yeah, I was convinced. Well, guess what, I was so shitty doing it, kept falling. But (-) can do it, like whatever.

And Christyn was like "Hey Amirul! Suddenly (-) is much more better than you!" I got so pissed, in a good way, it motivated me alot. So after dance, asked my good friends to help me out, and the result was worth the time. Yeah, able to do it ah, except I kept remaining on the floor when I did a cartwheel (:

HIT SINGLES

These are songs in my blog, all of them are my favourites! Yeah, I totally recommend you guys to listen to em, they are awesomeeeeeeee. Unfortunately there's no one out there who truly shares the same musical taste as mine.

Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship ft.Leighton Mester
Work by Ciara ft. Missy Elliot
Run This
Town by Jay-Z ft Rihanna
Waking Up In Vegas (Katy Perry) Remix by Manhattan Clique
You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift


Obsessed by Mariah Carey
Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Love Takes Over by David Guetta
She Wolf by Shakira
Tik Tok by Kesha

Starstrukk by 3oh!3 ft Katy Perry
Bad Romance by Lady Gaga
Baby Remember My Name by Naturi Naughton
Automatic by Tokio Hotel
Paparazzi by Lady Gaga

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks
Falling For You by Colbie Caillat
Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift

Dare4distance by Nevershoutnever
What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts


(and many more, I'm lazy HAHA)




Wish Upon A Star

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


That is my latest edit, ugly? shut up, nice? tag it up (please) :D
And I am seriously against infringements.
Guess what?
I AM SO GOING TO RENOVATE MY BLOG
AGAIN

Because of you wonderful surfers, bloggers, and taggers, and the view count of my blog, I decided to make a whole new make-over for my blog once more. I realised that my current blog skin is very dull. The reason why I made this very brown, yet somehow nice (I guess?) is because I was in the the vulnerable side of life then, and I just had to make a new blog skin to just get rid of time and those hurtful moments (I guess? LOL). Well, I like it dark and contrasting, but definitely not dull.

ITS DIFFERENT

I feel a new me, I'm changing, I know it. I'm going to lead a life with no regrets, and I know I will soar way higher than those who overtook me. In dedication to my loyal readers, and since blogging is what I regard as - "expressing oneself", I will change this blog to suit the daring dreams I hope to achieve. So, do keep watch of my renovated blog, and get ready to relink ch'yeah. I'm gonna test my graphic designing skills to the very ultimate (like real), and probably sign up for Twitter HAHA

DIARY
Yesterday night

Ahmad came to my house at like 7? Cause he's gonna overnight here so that we could be attracted to Leonid's Meteor Shower here in Singapore. A phenomenon that you would surely regret if you missed it.

It was in the newspapers, and anyone is able to spectate it from Singapore, between 1AM till 5AM. It was gorgeous, like boomz. It was worth the fatigue body, cause I was just struck with so much awe when the mysterious striking blazes appear in the nightsky. Really magnificent. They can be described as miniature-sized bright silent fireworks, amazing indeed.

I couldn't take a picture cause it's freaking dark and blur. Just tiny red pixels on the camera, haha.

This Morning

I've been dancing for 2 hours, tho' I'm mother freaking tired now, no lie. Just really bored, and I'm dancing to the songs in my blog, they're just so catchy. My body is like sticky now, and I yeah, bored, so edited my picture. Dance rehearsal soon, OMG, sooooooo tireeeedddd ):

PS:
I have relinked/link you - Clarette, Amelia, Jana and Hu! L!n :D

See you sooon (:

I confessed my love to you... and every second that question is left unanswered,
my heart starts to turn bitter and fragile, I'm waiting, and that is what matters most




Humans Are Manifestors

Friday, November 13, 2009

QUANTUM PHYSICS AND CONSCIOUSNESS


If you readers are very very generous internet surfers, you must know that this is probably the second time I'm posting about Consciousness. I've put a lot of emphasis in the fact that all humans are manifestors. We exist to create and manifest what is to come, and what there is, what is there, and what is not.

Hence, matter does not exist.
Matter originates and exists only by a virtue of force
which brings the particle of an atom to vibration
and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together.
We must assume behind this force,
the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind
(for an atom only appears in a certain place
when a conscious observer decides to look at it,
thus, the act of observing creates the whole universe).
The mind is the matrix of all matter.

Max Planck

There is an ocean of pure vibrant consciousness inside each and everyone of you. It is right in the source of base of mind and thought, and at the source of all matter.

Modern physics has assured us that this solidity is just a mirage. All physical matter is the result of a frequency, or thought, and what that also means is that if you amplify the frequency, it will change the structure of the matter.

Quantum Physics has revealed what ancient master already knew; matter does not exist. The substance of the Universe is consciousness - believed that the substance of the Universe is matter. Do go to these links to discover more of this astonishing revelation:

Consciousness Drives The Universe

The Reality as You Know It Does Not Exist
Max Planck

DIARY

Friday
Yay! I'm doing a duet with JingYing. But my arms are aching so much cause I wasn't use to carry girls, not that you are heavy JingYing HAHAHA

As usual, somehow, made a habit of going home with Mandi. She makes everything a whole lot better. She wants me to send her home after dance sessions LOL I'm so wanted

NOT

Saturday
Follow mommy to supermarket, then to the Cash Converter at Admiralty to trade off the Osim $500 Foot Massager for $120. It doesn't matter cause no one uses it anyway. It was a gift from Isaac, oh well, he must have been really pissed. Lemme tell you, its freaking freaking heavy mans.

Sunday
Go to supermarket alone to buy loads of groceries. Woah, $50 spent in just an hour on just buying food/household items. I'm back, helping mommy cook Chilli Crabs. Did some research on Consciousness, and there you go (:

Buhbyess




Good Times

Thursday, November 12, 2009

My post quite long, had a fun time. You wanna read it, go on, I'll be glad too, don't forget to tag that's all. You readers do know that writing my thoughts and whatevers here is just to keep the memories going. So yea (:

DIARY
Tuesday

Watched another movie with those common people whom I love so much: Mana, Jun Hui, and with someone new, Yun Hui (:

As usual, I am alway the late one. Everyone was waiting for me at AMK Hub cinema there. I found the Mixed Popcorn quite delicious, either that, I'm just very hungry. I don't remember whether I had my breakfast, but I can guarantee I was still freaking hungry. Watched the Poker King ah. Yun Hui had to go back really early.

Then then then, the 3 of us went to Outram so that Jun Hui can take his salary.

OMG, THIS IS THE FUNNIEST PART

So Mana and I were suppose to wait Jun Hui at the train station. But Mana was too naive and just had to follow him after 5 minutes passed. So we reached there and ...

Mana: Ehh, so cool, i wanna try being that traffic control guy
Me: Why not? Just get a darker tan
Mana: Maybe like grow a mustache , and well y'know grow broad shoulders.
Me: *starts laughing*
Mana: Oh! And wear boots!
Me: Wear Boobs?!
Mana: NOOO!!! BOOTS!!
*After laughing*
Me: You know hor, today, YunHui's boots very nice leh
Mana: Why were you staring at her boobs?!
Me: BOOOTS LAAA!!!!
*Bursts out laughing*

So yea, we kinda attracted a lot of attraction from the passers-by.
In the end, Jun Hui called Mana to tell that he is already at the station, when we are still dumbly standing outside the office waiting for him -.

Came home with Ahmad. Crap talk at my house. We went to pasar malam eat some stuff. Then we met Faris at void deck. Decided to just slack for a while, cannot too long, cause Faris' fans are waiting LOL

Wednesday
Had dance rehearsal, still no choreography added.

Had my dinner with Mandi and Han Xue after dance. Eat Chicken Prata, and umm, a little of Pearl Milk Tea and Curry Noodles XD

ITS A FUNNY
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG STORY


I kinda stole Mandi's bubble tea, and like sucked out the pearls. Shoot them all at Han Xue.

WE HAD A FREEAKING GREAT HYSTERICAL TIME

Han Xue was like in the warfare mood too. I'm too lazy to elaborate. It was my first Pearl Canon War, so yeah.

Came home. Bath, eat, watch TV
Then Isaac came back from work or something. Invited me to follow him night jog. So yea, I was in the jogging mood after all, so I didn't mind. Jog from home, to Golden Village/NP, one round Yishun Park (F'KING LONG ROUTE, but fun :D), then back home.

Thurday nothing ah, Suppose to go to Sentosa Cove with Ahmad and Hannan, but cancelled. So yea, today got dance. Will blog another time

By the way, I discovered this awesome song, suggested by JingYing. Gonna make this my new blog song, so yea, enjoy!

BAD ROMANCE
BY LADY GAGA



SEE YA :D




The Irony

Monday, November 9, 2009

SHORT AND SWEET

The night before, Faris gave consultation on me. He told me that I should forget all those stuff. I agree with him, it's not the worth. There are friends who care for me out there, why bother so much when the other doesn't give a damn at all. I have nothing else to say but sorry, and most probably, this is the last.

TADA!

That was short and sweet, and I am never gonna be miserable with such things. What is left is only to pray for the best.

UNANSWERED QUESTIONS

Yesterday, I came freaking early for dance, like 45 minutes earlier, cause my eldest brother drove me. That killed a lot less time, definitely.

Crap talk with the female security guard there. Don't play play okay... she my best friend, disturb her, make her miserable, you die ah. Bring my Basketball alliances, DanSync bitches and school badminton players kill you. WATCH OUT

Had dance, it was quite boring, choreography wasn't much different because we spent most of the time teaching the dancers who came back from Nanjing. Homed with Carin to Sembawang. Reached home eat Curry Tongkol and rice.

TEXTED WITH LJ NON-STOP, SHE REPLY FAST LOL

She was like
"Whats you home number ah?"
"6*******4, yours leh"
"6********. Wait ah, I call you " LOL

OMG, THE PHONE RANG. SHE SERIOUSLY CALLED ME. I WASN'T READY!

I can't ditch her, so pick up the phone, and I didn't regret talking to her. Do you know, she's very loud and boomz. Seriously, she got like double personality, like Yun Hui. Very noisy and super friendly. Her voice was exactly like DeniseJ, cut-paste. She was like " DeniseJ? No, no, where got *started shouting retardedly to her little sister* "

We talk about life, likes, and for the first time, I never expected her to be so open and curious. And she had that malay accent, at times ah HAHAHAHA.

At last, her mom ask her sleep, aiya, what a waste. Nevermind LOL




Bold Fantasies

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Omg, this pic is sooooooo ancient. Not so ah, the time we had our hip-hop dance-off at Bishan.
This picture denies alot of my current features.
I have so-so-so much more longer fringe now.
So-so-so much more bigger torso.
And I had my eyebrows done.

AND A FREAKING SMALLER NOSE, seriously ><
I WANT BROAD SHOULDERS

CREDITS: SONG CHOICES BY SHANA SIM
HAPPY? LOL :D

Friday
- I am bored, frigging tired and limped my way to school for dance rehearsal. Came quite early, and saw mommy and daddy at YCK Station with DeniseJ. I have to give my deepest thanks to mommy, for helping me what I'm going trough. On my way to the venue for practice, went up to LJ. Talked for a while, it wasn't bad.

Got upstairs, and I had to say my apologies to him. It didn't work out.....
You know what, typing out all these apologies in every post for the last few days is probably a waste. Just remembered he can't use his PC because it had technical problems. I can't tell how sorry I am when I'm with him because he just doesn't want to. I can't sleep thinking of the situation going on, seriously. The other time, I just had to call Carin and like keep talking with her till like, very late. Then called Asyraf, he kept me accompanied the whole night till 3am. Spent the rest of my night watching TV.

Saturday - the night before, hadn't got any sleep. I felt so bad of myself that I just had to get out of home and be alone outside. From 7am - 5pm, went out to just take a walk all the way to Sembawang. Took a 3 hour train ride, to Changi, then I was like curious, took the Circle Line. Then go to Sentosa just sit down and see tourists pass LOL.

Ended up getting reprimanded by Bonda for not telling her I went out. Haiz, talked to her about what's going on lately, kinda cried, whatever.

LJ accompanied me whole night speed texting LOL. Fun erh.

TO DREAM

Its kinda funny, cause when I was a kid, I use to dream of being a doctor, to be someone capable of considering one's self as matured, or, taken seriously, to be one that could be there for friends 24/7, regardless of how difficult matters are.

But with circumstances like these, and the painful, joyous and extreme changes life has to offer, dreams sometimes just becomes a blur, or perhaps a guideline. At times, it leaps to transform itself to something even further. With each passing moment, the human's natural greed leads us to unconsciously crave to achieve.

Each day, give yourself at least a minute, and let your bold fantasies fly mischievously in your mind. "I can do it" That's all it takes, and sooner or later, reality shall manifests what had been perceived.

Me? I have a lot to think about. I too can't stand the fact that whether is that so called "dream" of mine is worth the thought. Problems with a friend, not noticed by my admirer, results are not to my expectations, and those sleepless nights. If only I could just snap my fingers and "Hey, I can do whatever I want"




I'm Suffocating

Friday, November 6, 2009

I take my steps onto the creaky wooden planks.
Of which death shall await.
I bow myself, I thank dear lord.
As the ropes of love tangle my neck,
it starts to tighten, so much slowly.

Why can't it just quickly snap off my veins,
and dispose me away
Why can't it just squeeze the shit out of me,
instead of torturing me

The audience just stares,
and they applaud, aroused,
thinking that this was some stupid magic trick

And the human who holds this rope,
grins and knows nothing.
"For thee not knoweth of this pain -
thou keep pulleth the rope so much tighter,
and for each moment it tightens,
the last breath shall come,
and lived and die
as desperately
I will"

Haiz....

The love that lasts the longest,
is the one that is never returned


- William Somerset Maugham




The Reason Why

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I hope I'll patch up with Erick tomorrow.
Its my last chance to do so.

Wow, feel like a despo. I learnt from my mistakes, and hope not to do it again.
And finally, I'm over with my blogskin. Like it? (:

Each of us is here to discover our true Self
that essentially we are spiritual beings
who have taken manifestation in physical form
that we're not human beings that have occasional spiritual experiences
that we're spiritual beings that have occasional human experiences

FOR HER

Tomorrow, I may be going out with Mana and Carin before dance session begins. I wanna buy something for Li Jun, probably a bouquet of flowers and set of dark chocolates. She loves emmmm.

Han Xue said she loves yellow, hmmm, okay. Hahaha, Buy yellow then.
Li Jun is a mean naughty girl, she doesn't want to tag my blog when she views it. LOL

LOVE HAPPENS

Omg, so romantic movie.
Sob sob. But I was freaking alone. Jun Hui and Mana took the couple seats... well... so did I, except from the fact that

I WAS BY MY OWN

LOL. Yeah. Came out from cinemas, my body freaking numb. Met DeniseJ, eat mc, crap talk. You know these girls walk so fast to the toilet. I'm like so cold and tired, I took out my mobile and told them to stop, when the irony is, they're right in front of me HAHAHA

This has been Miru,
signing off

Death - the last sleep?
No, it is the final awakening




Miss You

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I can't stand it.
I hate that I crave you so much.
I can't understand why.
Why must I miss you so much when you hurt me?
Yes, I did hurt you, but you never seem to elaborate.
These are times when a human is extremely vulnerable to nature's most powerful - that force which attracts one individual to another. Erick, please, exonerate me. Organisms evolve, they change, when the environment is incompetent to comply with the criteria of each creatures' specific requirements. I can change, if it was to keep us standing still. I yearn for your smile, that big palm of yours when you use to slap me with, those moments when I use to shove my hand into your hair and just mess it up.

This is so shingz ~~

Each breath I take is a misery

MOVIE MARATHON

Yesterday, Sarah, Mook and I went to watch My Sister's Keeper at AMK Hub.
Gosh, it was such a touching story. I cried once ah, when Kate died. Long story, LOL, you guys should watch. Sarah was like crying practically all the time. Yeah, very sad erh.

AND WOAAAAAAHHH

guess who we ran into at the cinemas. ---

JENDY, XIN YING ..... AND TWO OTHER BOYS!!!

Haha. My hypothesis: a date.
Yeah, omg, we were all watching the same movie, at the same time slot, in the same hall! Yeah, they didn't notice us. We tried not to get caught anyway. I am so gonna rub it into Jendy's face when I get to dance today.

After that went to Mc' to eat and talk crap. Omg, we played Truth and Truth LOL.
Yeah, omg, I told so many of my embarassin secrets. These girls really know how to ask good dirty questions. Went home, like thee end.

BUT TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

before going for dance practice, Mana, Denise, me, and maybe Claratte, gonna catch another movie - When love happens. Or something like that. Yea, at AMK Hub. My review will be posted when I get back iight? (:

Take care peeps

I shall close my eyes and fall asleep
and I shall dream I never woke up
not ever...





Occupied

Monday, November 2, 2009

I have nothing much to say with the status going on between the two of us. So whatever.

During these holidays, I'm pretty much occupied with dancing. For the first time, I have this get-away feeling to just run off somewhere and be with someone, you know. Just two people, maybe being mesmerised by the dawning sun at the seashore or something. Talk about life, and just relax, gazing at those seemingly hanging stars.

I just want nature to overcome what I went through. To impress me, to just take away that misery, so like, at the end of the day, I'll be like "There is much more to life than achieving the objective of life's intoxication"

Today is Amanda Woon's birthday. I am so gonna go out with friends and buy presents. Heh. Mook wants to watch movie with me. Haha, I know la, I am oso famous, NOT. I just got a new haircut yesterday, to me, its a not-bad look for me. Nothing much

MATH

Here is an equation that will burst the brains out of you. Try it out, just prove whether the following equation is correct or not. Answers on tagboard please (:

since,
4 -10 = 9 - 15
there fore,
2^2 - 2x5 = 3^3 - 3x5
2^2 - 2x2x5/2 + (5/2)^2 = 3^3 - 2x3x5/2 + (5/2)^2
(2-5/2)^2 = (3-5/2)^2
Square root both sides,
2 -5/2 = 3 -5/2
2 = 3

Is 2 seriously equivalent to 3?
Does this mean 2 x 2 = 9?
If you think you're smart enough, solve this mathematical riddle.

LI JUN

She was online the other day on MSN. Omg, okay, shy shy. Her birthday - 19 December. She loves dark chocolates and quite alot of colours.

Yea, and she confessed of being super uper shy talking to me, if you're reading this Li Jun, I know you're freaking blushing now HAHA

NIGAHIGA

Credits goes to my dear Faris. HAHA As usual we crap alot in so many ways --- texting, talking, chatting, okay, whatever. So he wanted me watch this hilarious web series. I'm like promoting, so, yeah, watch it!






Desire


On Friday, Amanda Woon baked me this lovely cupcake. Yes Amanda, it was delicious, and thank you so much. Heh

Between Erick and I now, things are still the same. I'm gonna confront to him and be a brave man, yeah. I wanna know what's going on, and fix it immediately.

I'm friends with this awesome guy from Greenview Sec, hey, don't play play okay. His English is power okay, way better than Jacy. HAHA. The playlist you're listening too now is his. I too lazy.

Take care guys.

The Perceiver


A M I R U L
there's nothing wrong with his name.
He's imperfect, and so are you
Poetry, dancing and digital modeling is his thing.
He fancies piano songs
His dream? Part-time dancer
Full-time earning millions
If you think you know him,
read his blog and think again.
He's the only witness and the only
person who can judge his life.
This is his blog so click here if you hate it.
He'll be updating quite often. so do keep watch (:


His Chronicals




Exodus



HOLDTHEMTIGHT


FRIENDS


Wormhole