She was the sensitive one, entirely devoted for her love to the beloved and loved. She withstood our rejection to her presence. Her tears were always hidden beneath that inevitable smile of hers, drawn on that beautiful, wrinkled face. Though, she had always been stubborn for her utterly disgusting habit of smokes. On the contrary, she has the tendency to crack those awfully-unfunny jokes, applying so much effort to see her grand kids smiling, just like she did, when she was lying, unmovable, on the still mattress laid on the hard, cold wooden floor.
My lips kissed.
That laughter, that smile, and those farts she would deny. It would just seem too fast for her to leave. It was as if it was just yesterday, she had crack another so-not-hilarious joke and farted during the dinner meals. Those unforgettable memories. Her love would always be sealed within my blood. It would circulate my being, as hope, as a lesson, as an angel.
26th June 2009 2:45am Mom received a call from Aunt Azwa. An unexpected call from Johore Bahru. Nenek Ibu died in the hospital, a congestive cardiac failure. The utmost tragic event indeed. She cried, non-stop. Staying calmed, she told us all. Waking up my father, and my brothers and I. A hundred thoughts and questions whirled through my head. I stood silently in the shower. All getting ready to see her for the last.
Upon arrival, my heart burst, but tears stayed. Frozen, the hairs on the back of my neck rose. Observing her clothed in white, with only her face to admire. I could have hugged her tight if I could, but the sub-conscious made me scared of her for no valid reason. Everyone else was just crying, and I just sat quietly.
The burial took place at Jalan Kubur. Approx 10am. I could have imagined her soul crying for help loudly to stop burying her in the heavy soil that was about to be placed on her fragile body. Typing these words has been hard enough. Thus, I would end it all here.
WOW. My schedule is now packed somuchever. I have to get ready for the inter-school's badminton competition. Been training myself with Qistina and Clement as hard as I could. Hmm. Dancing hasn't been easier either. Going for an Pre-NUS Dance Audition for the Quad-Youth Dance competition.
APOLOGY
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
MORNING BLOGGERS, READERS, AND SWEETHEARTS! ;D OMG! BLOGGERS. IM SO SORRY I DIDNT UPDATE MY BLOG. ILL UPDATIE ASAP.
UNFORTUNATELY IM BUSY WITH DANCE AND BADMINTON.
SOOOOO. DO CHECK MY LINKS IIGHT.
IF POSSIBLE BY TODAY ILL MAKE A POST.
TC AITES! BUHBYES!
Dancaholic ft. Fashion, Pets & Everything-else
Monday, June 8, 2009
Woahh.. I surfed a lot of interesting stuff to post.
OKAYOKAYOKAY. HERE GOESSSSSS!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! GET READY! Today'sHawtFeeds:
SYF Methodist's Girls School 2009
Fashion Wish List & Trends
Pets News: Rarest Dog Breed
Riddle: If A Tree Fell
MGS PRESENTS: A Hymn To Spring (SYF 2009 - Gold with Honours)
Had always envied this dancers for a looong, long time alright. Always getting top in the charts for the SYF. Its kinda obvious they're like getting Gold with Honours because Zaki is their choreographer. Just for readers who dunno who he is, he just so happen to be the most recognizable choreographer for JC Dance Societies. No wonder MGS dance techniques looks a lot like SAJC's Liberta. Anyway, as a sportsman, I must respect their position. JIA YO MGS! Keep up the good work, you too Zaki!
All of myGLAMStotally knowIM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH TOPMAN CLOTHES. Here is my wish list; gonna buy 'em during holidays or just soon enough. As for girls, Elina's oso glamorous clothes were bought at Miss Whatever, as for Farah: shes a random shopaholic. Ahmad? I've got no clue.......... The Toy Store perhaps? *lol*
WHITE MULTI SPORT SHIRT - $50 short sleeve white and black multi spot casual shirt 100% cotton machine washable
WHITE TRIM CURVED COLLAR SHIRT - $60 white smart shirt curved collar contrats piping detail 100% cotton machine washable
AQUA TONAL EDGE TIE - $20 aqua coloured contrast tonal edge 100% polyester machine washable
MONKEE GENE BABYCORD SKINNY - $100 deep plum skinny,tight fit with mid rise in organic babycord Soil Association certified jean 98% Cotton 2% Lycra/Elastane machine washable
WHITE AND BLACK MANGA RAGLAN - $36 white and black 3/4 sleeve raglan crew t-shirt with manga print 100% cotton machine washable
BLUE CONTRAST PIPED HOODIE
- $36 blue zip thru hoody orange contrast piping trims 100% polyester machine washable
THE WORLD'S RAREST BREED AURORA, Colo. -- At first glance, they don't look that much different than any other dog. Four legs and a tail -- check. Four paws -- check. Six toes. What? Six toes. On each foot.Those extra toes are the first indication that the Lundehund is not like every other breed. They’re most likely the rarest dogs on Earth -- yet, they are hardly known.
Estimates put the number of Lundehunds at around 1,500in the world, and only around 250 live in the United States. Originally from Norway, Lundehund means “puffin dog.”And it’s not just the six toesthat make folks take a second look. The Lundehund is extremely limber. They can turn their heads afull 180 degrees,rotate their legs over their heads, and evenlie completely flat, with all four legs sticking straight out to the sides.
okay okay, this riddle is kinda complex. so, the answer may not get you. hahas. this riddle was taken from Yahoo Answers ( posted by JilleSchmille ) answered by Autumn.
"If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it still make a sound?"
Answer:
"Well sound is: "the sensation produced by stimulation of the organs of hearing by vibrations transmitted through the air or other medium."
So technically, if the energy vibrations that would cause sound never reach the 'organs of hearing', then no- it does not make a sound.
It's kind of like the 'Schroeders Cat' experiment...you never know unless you observe it, but to observe it would change the outcome..."
Tracks, Band, Journal
Sunday, June 7, 2009
OLAH BLOGGERSSS!!!
Here are today's feeds:
20 Top Tracks This Week (favourites too)
Boyce Avenue
Lastly; Mwuahs-Truly
20 Top Tracks: TITLES...........ARTISTS
I Kissed A Girl -Katy Perry Shake It -Metro Station Bleeding Love -Leona Lewis Violet Hill -Coldplay Handlebars -Flobots
Take A Bow -Rihanna No Air -Jordin Sparks Sound Of Silence -Art of Garfunkel Disturbia -Rihanna Apologize -Timbaland
Love Song -Sara Bareilles 4 Minutes -Madonna Forever -Chris Brown One Step At A Time -Jordin Sparks Its Not My Time (Album Version) -3 Doors Down
Better as a Memory -Kenny Chesny Low -T-Pain With You -Chris Brown How To Save A Life -The Fray Stop And Stare -One Republic
We are sad to announce that for personal and other reasons, Stephen Hatker will no longer be playing drums for the band. We will always look back fondly on the shows Stephen played with us, and we know that he will do very well with whatever musical endeavor he tackles next. We wish him the best of luck!
OH WELL. STEPHEN DIDN'T DO MUCH ANYWAY IN THE BAND. HAHAS. I LOVE YOU BOYCE AVENUE!
As usual, I do alot of surfing the internet, watching videos, listening to latest songs... The whole day was
~~~C O M P U T E R~~~
~~~C O M P U T E R~~~
~~~C O M P U T E R~~~
My back's now kinda aching from all the seating and staring. Hmmmms, today mommy
cooked durian soup, very deee-li-ciouss... my stomach's bloated. Urm did lots of updating of sites, watched a few of Boyce Avenue's Videos.
AND AND AND, finally managed to contact JANA, my best badminton mate from Ahmad Ibrahim, yeps, during last December Holidays, I could remember vividly almost everyday, Jana and I would play afternoon till night, had fun with her sooo much lerh, shes different from the rest of my tag team players, more enthu and excitinggg larh!
Now to EXTRAS:
Happy Birthday to AQASYAH! Sorry that I coudn't go out with you, iight?
I'll be out of town to go to my grandma's house in Johore, she's sick, so I may not be able to make tomorrow's post.
If I have time, I would want to make a scheduled post, but readers, I really thank you for viewing my blog, its new and it isn't much, so just have fun iight?
I'm making a new dance clique and recruiting anyone between ages of 13 - 16. Do tag me, chat, or e-mail, whichever way is fine with me.
Lastly, I would like to send my regards to Farah, Elina and Ahmad, missed them so much, and umm waiting to meet Jana, long time didnt see Faris, intention on joining ECNAD.
Future Ahead
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Wow, the next video I've uploaded made me came close to shedding tears. I don't know why, but it felt bizarre for the first half of the clip, and the hair at the back of my neck rose.I thank Hayat for recommending me to watch these inspirational words.
Some of you may feel shitty watching this, but, its your problem. I think that this poetry is immensely pathologically telling how predictable humans are in the first half of our clip. Look at us;human trafficking, abortion, nuclear weapons, interrupting the balance of nature, we are turning into wild animals;SAVAGE AND UNCONTROLLABLE.
Look at another point of view, we humans can still change for thebenefits of our new generationsto come. Hope is still there, as long as you believe.
Music-Tv-Me
Friday, June 5, 2009
Today, it may seem boring, but somehow got me occupied for the whole day; did lots of watching TV, helped mom with herons, and, um', found cool songsof YAHOO TOP 100 CHARTList of Latest Hit Singles. Till now, haven't started even a piece of homework yet.I'M TOTALY NOT BOTHEREDwith this shit teachers kept giving me :(
The phrase Law of Attraction, although used widely by New Thought writers, has a variety of definitions. Turn-of-the-century references conceptualized the law of attraction as relating to physical structure and to how matter develops.A more modern consensus among New Thought thinkers is that the Law of Attraction says people's thoughts (both conscious and unconscious) dictate the reality of their lives, whether or not they're aware of it. Essentially "if you really want something and truly believe it's possible, you'll get it", but putting a lot of attention and thought onto something you don't want means you'll probably get that too.
No matter what religion you're from, the very idea of the powerful human brains to "control fully" of their lives by having positive thoughts in circumstances is true. Even quantum physics points to this, because, it says you cannot have a universe without the mind entering into it as it actually shapes the very things that it perceives. For me, I do believe completely in this, do you? :)
Alas, finally found my beloved JC Dance Society performing for the SYF Central Judging 2009. Sorry for the quality guys. The first 15 seconds' blur, but just cnjoy the vid iight? I would always expect these people to win the covetedGold with Honours. Gold's still good, but I have big hopes, that one day they would once more hold that award and make their school proud; MAKE ME PROUD! I always dream of placing my college education in SAJC. But whatever it is, it's still a long way to go. SAJC, U RAWK! =D
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JOE JONAS TRUE BRAVERY REVEALED
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
MWUAHAHA. JOE JONAS true-SELF finally revealed!
Guess what peeps? Joe was caught on all over the Internet right now, with amillion views
overnight.
Yeps, thats right, JOE JONAS, brother of the JONAS BROTHERSclan.
In this video, hmm, you see (somehow) JOE, wearing heelsandleotards (embarrasing), dancing to the beat ofBeyonce's Hit Single; Single Ladies!!!
EVERYONE! GIVE HIM A ROUND OF APPLAUSE!~~~ *silence*
*ROFL*
Haiz... superstars... they're trying so hard to make themselves noticeable but all they get is, well, yeah, noticeable, notoriously I guess xD. Just like Hannah. I'm sorry to you fans that love her so much, but she's just trying so hard you know. But please don't hate me, we have different taste buds now don't we =P
Daily Blogging :D
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
WELCOME
Heyya people, this is my new bloggie. Currently, I'm very busy with work and stuffs, but I'll try my best doing my daily blogging, iight?
Morning June, getting ready for me outing with Lynna and Farah DEBAB. Yeps, haiz, miss them soo much larh. There were like strict rule everyone must wear thier oso latest clothes. Instincts told me, I soo gotta use something way BerGlam, well, i wore my vintage overalls with a touch of shades. Lynna and I went out together first to wait DEBAB at theee NP bus-stop. *WOAH*-lao, lemme tell you this, DEBAB takes soooo freaking long to get ready, and my overalls were already melting my skin up. *sighs* she arrived 15 minutes late, we boarded the train. VERY KECOH LARH on the train. All being too hyper. Stopped at Khatib to take the next train 'cause too many people lah on the trrain. Lynna kept hitting men on her back - pai seh leh with Lynna hitting, Farah laughing and me with my oso hilarious facial expressions. Can't stop making them laugh =P
Reached at Dhoby, bought tickets for Night At The Museum 2 Digital, eateateat at Ben & Jerry's, shopshopshop, then we taunt some hooligans at the street. Funny story actually, but too lazy to type de. Anyway, watched already, ate at LJS and gossiped all the way in the train. I make this blog post sound boring, don't I? GET USE TO IT =P
GlamourUs Outing (1/june/09)
Well, welcome to thenew generationof theold clique. It has always been fun together and still will be. There's 4 of us,mwuahs-truly, Farah, Elina and Ahmad, we all share a common attribute;we shop 'till we dropped, hadfun 'till we go mad, and my most favourite part israndomly being retarded, YEPS, that's us. Unfortunately, Ahmad just had to be a PARTYPOOPERand a MOMMA'S BOY; he often refuses to go out for our outings. You know, he changed alot ever since he got those "GIRLS" (a.k.a barbaric homosepians) and left the 3 of us alone. But anyway,even without him, shopping and gossiping still was the same to us. AsGLAMS, theres alot of stories to talk about, ALOT; thrust me.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *laughs*I was seriously caught off-guard. I think the photographer was Elina, this must be one of herRandom-Camwhoring-Sessions. Speculation: Farah and I were laughing at this moment, I think it was about the circular odd mirrors inBen & Jerry's, and let me tell you something, Farah's laugh is addictive, and so is her cuteDEBABface. =D
*laughs again*This is yet another shot of Elina's Random-Camwhoring-Sessions. I mean, wow, look at thosebugs-bunny teethright there. You know, Elina really should get a diploma for photographing. In overall, I hate it when she takes randomly, it will somehow look hilarious in a way or two.
WARNING: ELINA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, well, GET A BETTER CAMERA XD
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As you can see in this picture, it was me who did the camwhoring, I had fun editing this picture.FARAH WOULD GO MAD IF SHE SEES THIS. You know what they say;once bitten, twice shy.Honestly, she doesn't love food, instead, she loves to EATfood. *LMFAO*Just kidding folks, she is who she is. So it doesn't matter what she loves or not. *giggles*ALL OF YOU READERS, don't tease her, its my editing, and I just so happen to love it, so don't tease her, iight? ;D
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Although this picture is very biased to be not camwhored(based on Elina's "OH-MY-GOD,-HE'S-TAKING-A-PIC,-QUICK,-LOOK-THERE!"-POSE), it's a planned one. And guess why she's holding her ice-cream that way? We'll continue thismysteriousstory in the next caption{MWUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA}
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Did you notice Elina's strange poses. Simple explanation really: she had a BIGZITon her chin. Yes, that is true, PRINCESS GLAMgot her first PUBLIC most BIGGESTZIT.
OH YEAH!
The Perceiver
A M I R U L there's nothing wrong with his name.
He's imperfect, and so are you
Poetry, dancing and digital modeling is his thing.
He fancies piano songs His dream? Part-time dancer
Full-time earning millions
If you think you know him,
read his blog and think again.
He's the only witness and the only
person who can judge his life.
This is his blog so click here if you hate it.
He'll be updating quite often. so do keep watch (:
WHITE MULTI SPORT SHIRT
WHITE TRIM CURVED COLLAR SHIRT
AQUA TONAL EDGE TIE
MONKEE GENE BABYCORD SKINNY
ORANGE CONTRAST PLACKET CARDIGAN
MULTI PRINTED WEBBING BELT
GOLD COLOUR AVIATOR SUNGLASSES
THE WORLD'S RAREST BREED
Well, welcome to the new generation of the old clique. It has always been
