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Hey

2010-02-18T00:17:00.000-08:00

Welcome welcome
short n sweet

yeah, my relationship with dar is on the brink, thats all you should know.
been busy revising and studying. next time i make new post la, really damn busy with stuffs. take care guys. :D

STAY COOL

Hai Wo Hyper Lor

2010-01-14T02:27:00.001-08:00

OMG. BEEN A MONTH SINCE I POSTED LOR.

I'LL MAKE IT SHORT AND SWEET.
hehe. alright, here goes, bare with me people...

LAST 3 DAYS

Anyway, i kinda extracted this qoute from her blog and been using it lately. So, it was like recess, and as usual, with Erick, Heidi, Amanda. We were like at parade square, and I was like so retarded going on "KOR KOR TOUCH MY JI BYE, HAI WO HYPER LOR" HAHAHAHAHA. oh my dang.

LAST 2 DAYS
Okay, so today, okay la. I dont remember actually. Hmms, so, I made friends with this new girl name Li Xuan from my class. She's new to our school, just arrived from Arizona, USA. And I was so in the mood to meet her lor... explain later la what happen. Anyway...

Okay, I made a habit if going to Erick's class and like wait for him to be dismissed for recess and end of school. LIKE OMG, his teacher release him so late -.- LOLZ. you know how painful my legs are. LOL. not much arh, but i did pulled my muscles.

So crapped talk after school with my Plastic people... Sarah, Heidi, Amanda, Erick +Jospeh +Li Xuan. So we were like bitching around mans, and like talking about Li Xuan's school... ahem ahem.. CROSS HIGH SCHOOL. sound so high, but i asked her, she say education here more complex 0.o okay....

And Erick, Sarah and I were like doing those american / british bitchy accents like some retarded bimbos. IT WAS FUNNY MAN. wish could have recorded a vid SOBS. It was fun meeting Li Xuan. So... i was tired, send erick home, it was sickening la, i was like, sweating man -.-

Yesterday
Okay, so, bla bla, same thing as usual, math teacher suck, science teacher rawk, and this time, english teacher pissed, mt teacher.. um, she decent la, not bad XD

Got dance, it was kinda fun arh. meet juniors, like omg, they so cute, and there were twins ! hehe, cutezxcv. i taught them a routine, but i taught them wrongly, like whateverrr. Okay, so teacher made new dance item, make us stay back, wth. And erick was not feeling well, he was in the im-gonna-faint-soon situation.

So I told him tell the teacher he sick, no dancing. worried he will faint -.- i responsible you know CHEY CHEYH CHEYH. haha, really what, leader of dancing, must care for my dancers 24/7. wanted to send him home, scared he faint man, he really didnt look good. went back home, kept calling him, no answer -.- then call him, he pick up, say he was resting, i was fucked up man, seriously thought he fainted at the streets. HAHA. it'll be cool if he did faint, like come out in news: "WEAK BOY FAINTED AFTER DANCING" XD HAHA. kidding luhs :D

wanted to call faris, scared he angry at meee. D:
so called akif, he's alright arh, he was kind busy. so... haish, what to do?

my month-anni, valentine and chinese new year coming really soon (: what to do... must make plans, take a SLIGHT break from studying, altho chinese new year my common test D: SOBS.

Today
SAME THING AS USUAL. CRAP TALK WITH SARAH, HEIDI, AMANDA, MOOK, ERICK. haha, ya lah, my life like that. that's all luh, nights, i need to study, made this post really long-short yet sweet XD

LOVE YOU ALL, STAY COOL

A New Year: Salutations 2009 (:

2009-12-31T18:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2010 [!]

2010 - new chapters await. God holds the most mind-blowing surprises for us; I'm gonna get back to studies, pronto, live life like any other kid, and who knows? Maybe I'll turn out to be someone worth of respect, meet that rightful soul, and live life as what God desires us to live it. All it takes: endurance and perseverance. To God be the glory, and may He bless us all...

In God's most precious name I pray, Amin.

This really isn't a surprise post, it's just my way of saying thank you to the beloved ones, and those who have had become an assistance to the foundation of my life.

Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each others company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behaviour, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviours. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.

I thank these people so much, for their efforts of giving me the nudge of waking up every morning, knowing that you are the people that I should cherish with:

Ahmad Zulfikar, Akif Halqi, Amanda Lim, Amanda Woon,
Carin Koh, Chaesminn, Christyn, Claire Yeo, Clarette Chua,
Denise Jang,
Erick Sombol Keow,
Faris-Izzwan, Farah Ain,
Grace Fernandez,
Hayat Zailan, Heidi Chan,
Jacy Teo, Jennessa Quek, Jolene Poh,
Kelly Kok,
Nur Elina,
Sarah Wong,
Reuben Paul Dhanaraj,
Shanmugam Nadarajan, Sharil Hazlamy, Sebastian Leow,
Shantelle Quek, Siti Suhailah, Siti Suhainah, Shermaine Foo,
Mana Wong, Mandi Cheung, Muthita Ou-Udomying,
Yeo Jing Ying,
Wee Wen Ting

And these are people who cared for me, and taught me, and a bond so ever so strong...

Carin Koh & Erick Sombol Keow

You're the cute lil monster that somehow and makes me smile whenever my eyes sets on your face, and I mean it, even when you cry, I somehow smile LOL

Remember the time we went into the guy's toilet together with Erick...

"OMG, how do guys pee in this thing" HAHAHAHA

And this one, "How do guys masturbate?" LOL

Wow, we went a whole lot through together, those tears, those memories, and those smiles. Oh, and remember the time I went to the lady's with you... and you were crying and all, that's how much I care for you Carin, you're my little girl, and no one ever hurts you, they better dare not.

I seriously have no idea why I just have to be protective of you. You see, Erick and I were right, should'nt have dated that Ray guy. URGH, he's such an ass - heard that Ray, an ass.

I'm gonna miss the moments of the dirty talks and all those fuckingretarded funneyh times together with Erick.

And Erick, wow, you know what, I fucking love you, you you dungbiatch. Yeah, I said it, I think you're the only guy on Earth that had brought my emotions sometimes to the very extreme, in both positive and negative ways.

But we still moved on together, and I thank you so much for that. I never thought this brotherhood of ours would have sustained for so long, with so much that we've been through.

Hehe, wow, I still remember how we first met...

*Erick walks into hall and passes the class*

E: Urgh, I don't wanna join NPCC, it sucks

A: Yarr, I know right? Join dance la, pleaaaase

E: Dunno leh, must tell Miss Chin ~ bla bla bla bla ~

A: Yay! By the way, my name's Amirul, yours?

E: Erick *SMILES WIDELY LOL* XD

And yeah, you're also somehow, for no god damn reason, probably the guy that seen me cry the most D: embarrasing much? But yeah, with you around, it's as if I can tell you anything and everything without being ashamed of, you know.

I'm gonna fucking miss the times when we always gossip and bitch around and like, eat together D: Oh, and Erick, I think Isaac is stalking me D: Anyway, jyeah, please forgive my wrong-doings, Erick, please? D: sobs

I have just one thing to say, I love you both so much, and I would stand before you and sincerely say I'll never leave you guys (: hehehe, pinky promise

Ahmad Zulfikar

You're fat and obscene, guaranteed, but you were the one who supported me, no matter what my choices were.

Instead of being those critics, you were different, pulled the curtains and showed the people out there who I really am. You were the one who stood with me in whatever circumstances I was. I was the one who kept pissing you off and telling you what stuff to do or not to. But, you were patient, to keep the brotherhood alive, for my sake, and for that, I thank you.

You're always my brother, dear Ahmad.

Akif Halqi

Everything seems to be a blur in our friendship, huh? It seems that what we've gone through, has somewhat impacted on my being, on my morale. Indirectly, or unintentionally, you were the one who thought me the fundamentals of bravery, courage, and the importance to cherish.

Huh, remember the time you first called me? That was so kekek, cannot forget that man. Hmm, we had like nothing to talk about, and you said something about ghosts? Hehe.

"Tetek kau ah, mantat, pantat"

LOL, I couldn't get enough of you and your way of talking, it's interesting. I love you lil bro, must remember that, but yeah, we're both gonna get caught up with the intoxication of education and work.

So, I hope, that even if we may not be able to talk for a long while, I really really really do hope that it wouldn't become a barrier of how we will treat each other.

Faris-Izzwan

OMG, abang oh abang wrinkled pantat berbulu yang matimati nak gi Canada tu [!]

HAHA. Wow, been long I knew you seyh... we met at this malay event thingy, right? It was so cool, was nervous meeting you D:

So yeah, whyee want nervous now? I should be looking down on you, urh, what can I say, I come from a higher class LOL kidding mans Okay, it was so kecoyh man knowing you. Everyday chat with you for like hours, fuyoh. Since this is posted on my blog, I need to let the whole world know that Faris-Izzwan, the so called decent one, is not what you think he is...

"What you see is not what you get"

When we're freaking random and stuff, we talk about those ads on condoms, and um, girls with big boobs and stuff like that. If Faris is denying this, probably he's just freaking pissed that I actually typed this out. Our favourite topic is about those Fucking'Ugly Banglas, yeps (: Cmon, guys, you can't thrust the Internet, right?

A'huh, you don't have to, if you thrust me, then yeah, so be it :D HAHAHA

Shanmugam Nadarajan & Reuben Paul Dhanaraj

The b-ballers. Okay, you guys somehow come in like two-in-one package in my life. With all the retardedness to the very max and those disgusting stupid insults and jokes we make. Cmon, it was fun, right? You don't have to be all mature here la people. We may not be that close, but yet, you guys seem to give my life that spark of,

"Chill man, there's more to life than studying" you know?

But I don't really blame you guys for my end-of-year grades XD But whatever it is, I support both of you in basketball a hundred percent guaranteed.

Sharil Hazlamy

Okay, you ah, you little devil la you. Woah, really man, cannot angkat the way how you portray the meaning of "This is who I am, got a problem with that?" You know?

Like wow, okay, you're the decent guy that knows how to have fun, but you're too sensitive la dey. HAHA You make me laugh with all your trademark you know, like bo beep, and pantat sakk, and um, I dunno la, alot more. You're a damn good dancer, and don't waste that talent away, put it to good use iight?

Anti-Drug Dance Competition

2009-12-05T00:16:00.000-08:00

AMANDA LIM, HERE IS THE COLLAGE

I WILL NEED A GROUP PHOTO IMMEDIATELY TO PUT IT ON THE COLLAGE ASAP
PLEASE AND THANK YOU

THE COLLAGE IS IN SUPER DUPER HIGH QUALITY AND RESOLUTION

BLOGGER HAS RUINED ITS QUALITY, SO YAR, THANK ME
LOLSZXCV

Yes, Life is Awesome, But The World is Stupid

2009-11-30T00:51:00.000-08:00

Today's hawt feeds:

The Last Airbender (Movie) to be released in 2010?
Diary

Next post's must-knows:

Country bans mosque minarets

THE LAST AIRBENDER (SUMMER 2010)

One of Nickelodeon's biggest shows, with an appeal over an incredibly large cross-section of viewers, was Avatar: The Last Airbender. When you couple a big-name kids' show with great storytelling and a huge following with the rolling slow-motion train wreck that is M. Night Shyamalan, you get The Last Airbender, coming to theatres July 2010.

The Last Airbender will send us out with Aang, the last of the Airbender race and heir to the great legacy of Avatars, masters of all four elements. Aang ventures forth along with some familiar friends to defeat the grasping Fire Nation, masters of the fire element who have conquered most of the planet. Check out the trailer.

Will the Avatar movie manage to carry enough support from its audience to be a hit? Or will audiences stay away from another M. Night Shyamalan movie in droves, having learned painful lessons at the hands of The Happening and Lady in the Water?

DIARY
251009
Lunch ft Mandi Cheung and Jacobs Taylor
Yishun (Around the neighbourhood); Breeks Cafe

She is really something you know. She's smart, pretty, and seemingly innocent. She's a friend, one-in-a-million, a bitch I must say. She's the one who's been picking myself up when I'm down. Good girl, she turns my downs to ups incredibly fast, like, SNAP. You won't get enough of her smile, and her stupid common quotes of which I've been influenced of such as BOOMZ, SHINGZ, O YA HOR. LOL WTF, okay, whatever, the point is, she is awesome, and if you think she's ugly and a wannabe, look into the mirror and ask yourself, slut-holes.

WARNING
THIS POST IS MOTHER FUGLYING LONG
I HAD A GREAT TIME AND IT WAS ONE OF THE MOST MEMORABLE OUTINGS
I EVER HAD, SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM READING
THIS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC WRITTEN MEMOIR OF MINE,
SHUT THE - UP AND GET LOST

thank you :D

So, I granted her the wish of sending her back home after dance rehearsal;D

Arrived there, it was kinda messy, but her storage of food is seriously long-lasting for life, equipped with oily snacks and endless flavoured drinks hiding away in big cardboard boxes. We crapped there, here are our conversational highlights:

Mandi: *comes out of shower*
Amirul: Hey! you wearing that?
Mandi: Ya lah.
Amirul: Aren't you gonna dry your hair?
Mandi: Dun wan, I like it messy and whet!
*stares at each other* ~~~ *laugh freaking loudly like some idiot*
Amirul: HAHA, WHET
*both laugh again stupidly*

...bla bla bla...

Mandi: I wanna wash these CUPS
Amirul: *laugh like some freak* HAHA! CUPS, that is so lame
Mandi: *not laughing*
Amirul: *pai seh pai seh*

So Mandi has guitar and yo-yo practise at Esplanade, so she brought Taylor along, its a guitar you idiots LOL

I renamed it Jacobs, cause I put it at my 'ehem', and you know la, both Mandi and I dirty-little-asses, so yar, it kinda looked like this . . .

Are you getting turned on? ^^
OMG that's sick LOL

So, we started to crap about whether Taylor was male or female, so debate goes on:

Mandi: Its Taylor la, its a girl's la you
Amirul: No, its Jacobs, guy, see, its on my &^%$#
Mandi: Girl laa
Amirul: God damn you, fine, its transexual

*both laughing the asses off*

Okay, okay, so went back home by bus, she followed me back home so that I could change too . . .

So, reached interchange, and saw this awesome auditioning thingy/scene taking/advertising going on. Seriously, I think they're gonna make some stupid TV ad on NorthPoint soon . . .

So, went to Breeks Cafe, had a fukcing fun time man, seriously, and its not meant to envy you all LOL. It took me 15 minutes to decide what to eat sia, like WTH. So as to stop Mandi from whining to hurry up on my order, I chose the Deep Fried Chicken Meal, and Mandi's was Grilled Chicken Meal. We got our soup first . . .

Then came our meals. Both looks the same la, except they were cooked
with different methods . . .

Okay, this rock. Its delicious and its heaven in my mouth, technically chicken, fries and coleslore, but you get the point la huh.

So, we did lots and lots of camwhoring. The complete 84-photo album are here in facebook.

We crapped like fukc man. The employees and waiters/waitresses were like staring at us. Can give us space, please? C'mon, not your first time what see laughing charming youthful people in a high-class restaurant, get a life. Okay, so the ice-cream came . . .

And the bill came. Had to do survey ah . . .

So, ta-da! Mandi has to go now, so I'm back home. Okay, gonna have lunch again on 2nd December, oh well, take care peeps! Do check out my photos on facebook and comment them! :D

Bye-bye 2009

2009-11-29T00:48:00.000-08:00

Today's new hot feeds:

Top PC Games

Tomorrow's latest must-knows:

Avoid Gaining Weight
The Last Airbender (Movie of 2010)
Best Friends [?] featuring Debab, Faris, Carin .... ~~

Highlights:

I went for a trip to Malaysia
Will be hanging out with darzxc this Thursday
Breaks-ing with Mandi

TOP PC GAMES

DRAGON AGE: ORIGINS (PC)

When was the last time you felt totally lost in a fantasy gameworld? When was the last time you played a game with such a well-crafted and enjoyable story that you knew you'd remember it for a long, long time? Dragon Age: Origins is that kind of game, so rich and involving that you are powerless to resist its wiles and whims, so touching and triumphant that your mind and heart will be moved. In the fictional land of Ferelden, you meet memorable characters and fight for a cause you believe in, and it's this backdrop that makes developer BioWare's newest role-playing game so extraordinary. Dragon Age is more than a well-crafted story, however: It's a lengthy, intricate, and thoroughly entertaining adventure that's easy to fall in love with.

LEFT 4 DEAD 2

Last year Left 4 Dead unleashed a harrowing and entertaining vision of what it's like to be on both sides of the zombie apocalypse. Whether you were shooting your way through hordes of infected (the preferred nomenclature) en route to possible rescue, or scheming with your fellow superpowered zombies (an acceptable colloquialism) in an effort to choke, eviscerate, and otherwise kill the intrepid survivors, Left 4 Dead was enormously fun. The only real drawback was the shortage of content. Left 4 Dead 2 does not have this problem, offering five new campaign maps that can be enjoyed across five uniquely engaging game modes. These campaigns are more diverse, more atmospheric, and more exciting, thanks largely to the stellar level design. Left 4 Dead 2 also improves on the original in almost every other way, featuring new weapons, new items, new enemies, and new survivors that make the game richer across the board. Though the core action remains largely unchanged, the widespread enhancements make Left 4 Dead 2 even better than its impressive predecessor. This is one zombie apocalypse you do not want to miss.

SIMS 3

If you're reading this, there's a very good chance that you've heard about The Sims. It's been difficult to escape the popular franchise's web, what with two full games and a seemingly endless stream of expansions. The first thing you may be asking, then, is whether The Sims 3 is worth playing, or if it's just more of the same. Well, it most certainly is worth it, and yes, in some ways it is more of the same. But in this case, that's a very good thing. For anyone who's played The Sims or its first sequel, this familiarity will let them ease into it, feeling like a welcomed guest rather than an outsider. But this doesn't make The Sims 3 a simple rehash of what's come before. Instead, returning elements have been energized and extended by a number of terrific improvements, such as expanded customization tools, additional tools for interaction with other sims (and other players), and more tangible goals and rewards. Most importantly, the free-to-explore town makes you feel like part of an entire virtual society--a feature approximated but never fully realized in the previous games. By blending together the old and the new, developer Maxis has created the best, most charming game yet in the series.

I Love Life

2009-11-23T16:52:00.000-08:00

A MUST-READ POST!

THE VAGITAMINS

Okay, so, some of you may remember if I ever mentioned about my oso cool friend/superstar from Austria - Matthias aka Maze. He's the one on the left, and his band mate, Toby, on the right. Jyeah, as some, or a few of you, might know, he was the one who inspired me to draw, and not Jacy, get your facts right.

Read this conversation :D

Like yay, he's gonna send some labels here, I hope. Oh well, and by the way, that "View your entire conversation history" so spoils everything. Its suppose to be "I'LL BE YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN LOLOLOLOLOLOL" Whatever, well, I miss him! Its been long since we talked. We kinda crapped about how vain he is, photos and piercings. He was like "I find tits' piercings very sexy" XD

WOMEN OUT THERE, THAT WAS A COMPLIMENT
HAHAHAHA

He's gonna record his songs soon, in a real studio, I guess? I'm craving for his songs, seriously man. Okay okay, can't wait, a few more weeks, patience Amirul.

MONOPOLY

Well this was like the previous Saturday and Sunday, Elina, Ahmad and I played Monopoly and Cheat, it was f'fun man! I wont elaborate on what happened, but when the pictures arrive, I will. This is a picture of me of what happened there -.-

SO YEAH, ITS ANOTHER MUST-READ POST LOLOLOL

Move-A-Lot

2009-11-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

CARTWHEELS
BY AMIRUL, WEN TING, SARAH AND HEIDI
DIRECTOR: MUTHITA

So its like, today dance rehearsal, it was good. I can finally do full air splits, a front right split and a cartwheel! Woo huuuu, still a lot more to catch up on in terms of stamina.

It all started when lao shi wanted me and that guy (-) to do the cartwheels la. And I was like "NO NO" and Jermaine was like "Do la, for me *winks*" LOL. So yeah, I was convinced. Well, guess what, I was so shitty doing it, kept falling. But (-) can do it, like whatever.

And Christyn was like "Hey Amirul! Suddenly (-) is much more better than you!" I got so pissed, in a good way, it motivated me alot. So after dance, asked my good friends to help me out, and the result was worth the time. Yeah, able to do it ah, except I kept remaining on the floor when I did a cartwheel (:

HIT SINGLES

These are songs in my blog, all of them are my favourites! Yeah, I totally recommend you guys to listen to em, they are awesomeeeeeeee. Unfortunately there's no one out there who truly shares the same musical taste as mine.

Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship ft.Leighton Mester
Work by Ciara ft. Missy Elliot
Run This Town by Jay-Z ft Rihanna
Waking Up In Vegas (Katy Perry) Remix by Manhattan Clique
You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift

Obsessed by Mariah Carey
Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson
When Love Takes Over by David Guetta
She Wolf by Shakira
Tik Tok by Kesha

Starstrukk by 3oh!3 ft Katy Perry
Bad Romance by Lady Gaga
Baby Remember My Name by Naturi Naughton
Automatic by Tokio Hotel
Paparazzi by Lady Gaga

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks
Falling For You by Colbie Caillat
Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift
Dare4distance by Nevershoutnever
What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

(and many more, I'm lazy HAHA)

Wish Upon A Star

2009-11-17T17:21:00.000-08:00

That is my latest edit, ugly? shut up, nice? tag it up (please) :D
And I am seriously against infringements.
Guess what?
I AM SO GOING TO RENOVATE MY BLOG
AGAIN

Because of you wonderful surfers, bloggers, and taggers, and the view count of my blog, I decided to make a whole new make-over for my blog once more. I realised that my current blog skin is very dull. The reason why I made this very brown, yet somehow nice (I guess?) is because I was in the the vulnerable side of life then, and I just had to make a new blog skin to just get rid of time and those hurtful moments (I guess? LOL). Well, I like it dark and contrasting, but definitely not dull.

ITS DIFFERENT

I feel a new me, I'm changing, I know it. I'm going to lead a life with no regrets, and I know I will soar way higher than those who overtook me. In dedication to my loyal readers, and since blogging is what I regard as - "expressing oneself", I will change this blog to suit the daring dreams I hope to achieve. So, do keep watch of my renovated blog, and get ready to relink ch'yeah. I'm gonna test my graphic designing skills to the very ultimate (like real), and probably sign up for Twitter HAHA

DIARY
Yesterday night
Ahmad came to my house at like 7? Cause he's gonna overnight here so that we could be attracted to Leonid's Meteor Shower here in Singapore. A phenomenon that you would surely regret if you missed it.

It was in the newspapers, and anyone is able to spectate it from Singapore, between 1AM till 5AM. It was gorgeous, like boomz. It was worth the fatigue body, cause I was just struck with so much awe when the mysterious striking blazes appear in the nightsky. Really magnificent. They can be described as miniature-sized bright silent fireworks, amazing indeed.

I couldn't take a picture cause it's freaking dark and blur. Just tiny red pixels on the camera, haha.

This Morning
I've been dancing for 2 hours, tho' I'm mother freaking tired now, no lie. Just really bored, and I'm dancing to the songs in my blog, they're just so catchy. My body is like sticky now, and I yeah, bored, so edited my picture. Dance rehearsal soon, OMG, sooooooo tireeeedddd ):

PS:
I have relinked/link you - Clarette, Amelia, Jana and Hu! L!n :D

See you sooon (:

I confessed my love to you... and every second that question is left unanswered,
my heart starts to turn bitter and fragile, I'm waiting, and that is what matters most

Humans Are Manifestors

2009-11-13T21:40:00.000-08:00

QUANTUM PHYSICS AND CONSCIOUSNESS

If you readers are very very generous internet surfers, you must know that this is probably the second time I'm posting about Consciousness. I've put a lot of emphasis in the fact that all humans are manifestors. We exist to create and manifest what is to come, and what there is, what is there, and what is not.

Hence, matter does not exist.
Matter originates and exists only by a virtue of force
which brings the particle of an atom to vibration
and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together.
We must assume behind this force,
the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind
(for an atom only appears in a certain place
when a conscious observer decides to look at it,
thus, the act of observing creates the whole universe).
The mind is the matrix of all matter.

Max Planck

There is an ocean of pure vibrant consciousness inside each and everyone of you. It is right in the source of base of mind and thought, and at the source of all matter.

Modern physics has assured us that this solidity is just a mirage. All physical matter is the result of a frequency, or thought, and what that also means is that if you amplify the frequency, it will change the structure of the matter.

Quantum Physics has revealed what ancient master already knew; matter does not exist. The substance of the Universe is consciousness - believed that the substance of the Universe is matter. Do go to these links to discover more of this astonishing revelation:

Consciousness Drives The Universe
The Reality as You Know It Does Not Exist
Max Planck

DIARY
Friday
Yay! I'm doing a duet with JingYing. But my arms are aching so much cause I wasn't use to carry girls, not that you are heavy JingYing HAHAHA

As usual, somehow, made a habit of going home with Mandi. She makes everything a whole lot better. She wants me to send her home after dance sessions LOL I'm so wanted

NOT

Saturday
Follow mommy to supermarket, then to the Cash Converter at Admiralty to trade off the Osim $500 Foot Massager for $120. It doesn't matter cause no one uses it anyway. It was a gift from Isaac, oh well, he must have been really pissed. Lemme tell you, its freaking freaking heavy mans.

Sunday
Go to supermarket alone to buy loads of groceries. Woah, $50 spent in just an hour on just buying food/household items. I'm back, helping mommy cook Chilli Crabs. Did some research on Consciousness, and there you go (:

Buhbyess

Good Times

2009-11-12T18:24:00.000-08:00

My post quite long, had a fun time. You wanna read it, go on, I'll be glad too, don't forget to tag that's all. You readers do know that writing my thoughts and whatevers here is just to keep the memories going. So yea (:

DIARY
Tuesday
Watched another movie with those common people whom I love so much: Mana, Jun Hui, and with someone new, Yun Hui (:

As usual, I am alway the late one. Everyone was waiting for me at AMK Hub cinema there. I found the Mixed Popcorn quite delicious, either that, I'm just very hungry. I don't remember whether I had my breakfast, but I can guarantee I was still freaking hungry. Watched the Poker King ah. Yun Hui had to go back really early.

Then then then, the 3 of us went to Outram so that Jun Hui can take his salary.

OMG, THIS IS THE FUNNIEST PART

So Mana and I were suppose to wait Jun Hui at the train station. But Mana was too naive and just had to follow him after 5 minutes passed. So we reached there and ...

Mana: Ehh, so cool, i wanna try being that traffic control guy
Me: Why not? Just get a darker tan
Mana: Maybe like grow a mustache , and well y'know grow broad shoulders.
Me: *starts laughing*
Mana: Oh! And wear boots!
Me: Wear Boobs?!
Mana: NOOO!!! BOOTS!!
*After laughing*
Me: You know hor, today, YunHui's boots very nice leh
Mana: Why were you staring at her boobs?!
Me: BOOOTS LAAA!!!!
*Bursts out laughing*

So yea, we kinda attracted a lot of attraction from the passers-by.
In the end, Jun Hui called Mana to tell that he is already at the station, when we are still dumbly standing outside the office waiting for him -.

Came home with Ahmad. Crap talk at my house. We went to pasar malam eat some stuff. Then we met Faris at void deck. Decided to just slack for a while, cannot too long, cause Faris' fans are waiting LOL

Wednesday
Had dance rehearsal, still no choreography added.

Had my dinner with Mandi and Han Xue after dance. Eat Chicken Prata, and umm, a little of Pearl Milk Tea and Curry Noodles XD

ITS A FUNNY
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG STORY

I kinda stole Mandi's bubble tea, and like sucked out the pearls. Shoot them all at Han Xue.

WE HAD A FREEAKING GREAT HYSTERICAL TIME

Han Xue was like in the warfare mood too. I'm too lazy to elaborate. It was my first Pearl Canon War, so yeah.

Came home. Bath, eat, watch TV
Then Isaac came back from work or something. Invited me to follow him night jog. So yea, I was in the jogging mood after all, so I didn't mind. Jog from home, to Golden Village/NP, one round Yishun Park (F'KING LONG ROUTE, but fun :D), then back home.

Thurday nothing ah, Suppose to go to Sentosa Cove with Ahmad and Hannan, but cancelled. So yea, today got dance. Will blog another time

By the way, I discovered this awesome song, suggested by JingYing. Gonna make this my new blog song, so yea, enjoy!

BAD ROMANCE
BY LADY GAGA

SEE YA :D

The Irony

2009-11-09T15:38:00.000-08:00

SHORT AND SWEET

The night before, Faris gave consultation on me. He told me that I should forget all those stuff. I agree with him, it's not the worth. There are friends who care for me out there, why bother so much when the other doesn't give a damn at all. I have nothing else to say but sorry, and most probably, this is the last.

TADA!

That was short and sweet, and I am never gonna be miserable with such things. What is left is only to pray for the best.

UNANSWERED QUESTIONS

Yesterday, I came freaking early for dance, like 45 minutes earlier, cause my eldest brother drove me. That killed a lot less time, definitely.

Crap talk with the female security guard there. Don't play play okay... she my best friend, disturb her, make her miserable, you die ah. Bring my Basketball alliances, DanSync bitches and school badminton players kill you. WATCH OUT

Had dance, it was quite boring, choreography wasn't much different because we spent most of the time teaching the dancers who came back from Nanjing. Homed with Carin to Sembawang. Reached home eat Curry Tongkol and rice.

TEXTED WITH LJ NON-STOP, SHE REPLY FAST LOL

She was like
"Whats you home number ah?"
"6*******4, yours leh"
"6********. Wait ah, I call you " LOL

OMG, THE PHONE RANG. SHE SERIOUSLY CALLED ME. I WASN'T READY!

I can't ditch her, so pick up the phone, and I didn't regret talking to her. Do you know, she's very loud and boomz. Seriously, she got like double personality, like Yun Hui. Very noisy and super friendly. Her voice was exactly like DeniseJ, cut-paste. She was like " DeniseJ? No, no, where got *started shouting retardedly to her little sister* "

We talk about life, likes, and for the first time, I never expected her to be so open and curious. And she had that malay accent, at times ah HAHAHAHA.

At last, her mom ask her sleep, aiya, what a waste. Nevermind LOL

Bold Fantasies

2009-11-07T21:16:00.000-08:00

Omg, this pic is sooooooo ancient. Not so ah, the time we had our hip-hop dance-off at Bishan.
This picture denies alot of my current features.
I have so-so-so much more longer fringe now.
So-so-so much more bigger torso.
And I had my eyebrows done.

AND A FREAKING SMALLER NOSE, seriously ><

I WANT BROAD SHOULDERS

CREDITS: SONG CHOICES BY SHANA SIM
HAPPY? LOL :D

Friday - I am bored, frigging tired and limped my way to school for dance rehearsal. Came quite early, and saw mommy and daddy at YCK Station with DeniseJ. I have to give my deepest thanks to mommy, for helping me what I'm going trough. On my way to the venue for practice, went up to LJ. Talked for a while, it wasn't bad.

Got upstairs, and I had to say my apologies to him. It didn't work out.....
You know what, typing out all these apologies in every post for the last few days is probably a waste. Just remembered he can't use his PC because it had technical problems. I can't tell how sorry I am when I'm with him because he just doesn't want to. I can't sleep thinking of the situation going on, seriously. The other time, I just had to call Carin and like keep talking with her till like, very late. Then called Asyraf, he kept me accompanied the whole night till 3am. Spent the rest of my night watching TV.

Saturday - the night before, hadn't got any sleep. I felt so bad of myself that I just had to get out of home and be alone outside. From 7am - 5pm, went out to just take a walk all the way to Sembawang. Took a 3 hour train ride, to Changi, then I was like curious, took the Circle Line. Then go to Sentosa just sit down and see tourists pass LOL.

Ended up getting reprimanded by Bonda for not telling her I went out. Haiz, talked to her about what's going on lately, kinda cried, whatever.

LJ accompanied me whole night speed texting LOL. Fun erh.

TO DREAM

Its kinda funny, cause when I was a kid, I use to dream of being a doctor, to be someone capable of considering one's self as matured, or, taken seriously, to be one that could be there for friends 24/7, regardless of how difficult matters are.

But with circumstances like these, and the painful, joyous and extreme changes life has to offer, dreams sometimes just becomes a blur, or perhaps a guideline. At times, it leaps to transform itself to something even further. With each passing moment, the human's natural greed leads us to unconsciously crave to achieve.

Each day, give yourself at least a minute, and let your bold fantasies fly mischievously in your mind. "I can do it" That's all it takes, and sooner or later, reality shall manifests what had been perceived.

Me? I have a lot to think about. I too can't stand the fact that whether is that so called "dream" of mine is worth the thought. Problems with a friend, not noticed by my admirer, results are not to my expectations, and those sleepless nights. If only I could just snap my fingers and "Hey, I can do whatever I want"

I'm Suffocating

2009-11-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

I take my steps onto the creaky wooden planks.
Of which death shall await.
I bow myself, I thank dear lord.
As the ropes of love tangle my neck,
it starts to tighten, so much slowly.

Why can't it just quickly snap off my veins,
and dispose me away
Why can't it just squeeze the shit out of me,
instead of torturing me

The audience just stares,
and they applaud, aroused,
thinking that this was some stupid magic trick

And the human who holds this rope,
grins and knows nothing.
"For thee not knoweth of this pain -
thou keep pulleth the rope so much tighter,
and for each moment it tightens,
the last breath shall come,
and lived and die
as desperately
I will"

Haiz....

The love that lasts the longest,
is the one that is never returned

- William Somerset Maugham

The Reason Why

2009-11-04T20:14:00.000-08:00

I hope I'll patch up with Erick tomorrow.
Its my last chance to do so.

Wow, feel like a despo. I learnt from my mistakes, and hope not to do it again.
And finally, I'm over with my blogskin. Like it? (:

Each of us is here to discover our true Self
that essentially we are spiritual beings
who have taken manifestation in physical form
that we're not human beings that have occasional spiritual experiences
that we're spiritual beings that have occasional human experiences

FOR HER

Tomorrow, I may be going out with Mana and Carin before dance session begins. I wanna buy something for Li Jun, probably a bouquet of flowers and set of dark chocolates. She loves emmmm.

Han Xue said she loves yellow, hmmm, okay. Hahaha, Buy yellow then.
Li Jun is a mean naughty girl, she doesn't want to tag my blog when she views it. LOL

LOVE HAPPENS

Omg, so romantic movie.
Sob sob. But I was freaking alone. Jun Hui and Mana took the couple seats... well... so did I, except from the fact that

I WAS BY MY OWN

LOL. Yeah. Came out from cinemas, my body freaking numb. Met DeniseJ, eat mc, crap talk. You know these girls walk so fast to the toilet. I'm like so cold and tired, I took out my mobile and told them to stop, when the irony is, they're right in front of me HAHAHA

This has been Miru,
signing off

Death - the last sleep?
No, it is the final awakening

Miss You

2009-11-03T16:28:00.000-08:00

I can't stand it.
I hate that I crave you so much.
I can't understand why.
Why must I miss you so much when you hurt me?
Yes, I did hurt you, but you never seem to elaborate.
These are times when a human is extremely vulnerable to nature's most powerful - that force which attracts one individual to another. Erick, please, exonerate me. Organisms evolve, they change, when the environment is incompetent to comply with the criteria of each creatures' specific requirements. I can change, if it was to keep us standing still. I yearn for your smile, that big palm of yours when you use to slap me with, those moments when I use to shove my hand into your hair and just mess it up.

This is so shingz ~~

Each breath I take is a misery

MOVIE MARATHON

Yesterday, Sarah, Mook and I went to watch My Sister's Keeper at AMK Hub.
Gosh, it was such a touching story. I cried once ah, when Kate died. Long story, LOL, you guys should watch. Sarah was like crying practically all the time. Yeah, very sad erh.

AND WOAAAAAAHHH

guess who we ran into at the cinemas. ---

JENDY, XIN YING ..... AND TWO OTHER BOYS!!!

Haha. My hypothesis: a date.
Yeah, omg, we were all watching the same movie, at the same time slot, in the same hall! Yeah, they didn't notice us. We tried not to get caught anyway. I am so gonna rub it into Jendy's face when I get to dance today.

After that went to Mc' to eat and talk crap. Omg, we played Truth and Truth LOL.
Yeah, omg, I told so many of my embarassin secrets. These girls really know how to ask good dirty questions. Went home, like thee end.

BUT TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

before going for dance practice, Mana, Denise, me, and maybe Claratte, gonna catch another movie - When love happens. Or something like that. Yea, at AMK Hub. My review will be posted when I get back iight? (:

Take care peeps

I shall close my eyes and fall asleep
and I shall dream I never woke up
not ever...

Occupied

2009-11-02T15:20:00.000-08:00

I have nothing much to say with the status going on between the two of us. So whatever.

During these holidays, I'm pretty much occupied with dancing. For the first time, I have this get-away feeling to just run off somewhere and be with someone, you know. Just two people, maybe being mesmerised by the dawning sun at the seashore or something. Talk about life, and just relax, gazing at those seemingly hanging stars.

I just want nature to overcome what I went through. To impress me, to just take away that misery, so like, at the end of the day, I'll be like "There is much more to life than achieving the objective of life's intoxication"

Today is Amanda Woon's birthday. I am so gonna go out with friends and buy presents. Heh. Mook wants to watch movie with me. Haha, I know la, I am oso famous, NOT. I just got a new haircut yesterday, to me, its a not-bad look for me. Nothing much

MATH

Here is an equation that will burst the brains out of you. Try it out, just prove whether the following equation is correct or not. Answers on tagboard please (:

since,
4 -10 = 9 - 15
there fore,
2^2 - 2x5 = 3^3 - 3x5
2^2 - 2x2x5/2 + (5/2)^2 = 3^3 - 2x3x5/2 + (5/2)^2
(2-5/2)^2 = (3-5/2)^2
Square root both sides,
2 -5/2 = 3 -5/2
2 = 3

Is 2 seriously equivalent to 3?
Does this mean 2 x 2 = 9?
If you think you're smart enough, solve this mathematical riddle.

LI JUN

She was online the other day on MSN. Omg, okay, shy shy. Her birthday - 19 December. She loves dark chocolates and quite alot of colours.

Yea, and she confessed of being super uper shy talking to me, if you're reading this Li Jun, I know you're freaking blushing now HAHA

NIGAHIGA

Credits goes to my dear Faris. HAHA As usual we crap alot in so many ways --- texting, talking, chatting, okay, whatever. So he wanted me watch this hilarious web series. I'm like promoting, so, yeah, watch it!

Desire

2009-11-02T02:53:00.000-08:00

On Friday, Amanda Woon baked me this lovely cupcake. Yes Amanda, it was delicious, and thank you so much. Heh

Between Erick and I now, things are still the same. I'm gonna confront to him and be a brave man, yeah. I wanna know what's going on, and fix it immediately.

I'm friends with this awesome guy from Greenview Sec, hey, don't play play okay. His English is power okay, way better than Jacy. HAHA. The playlist you're listening too now is his. I too lazy.

Take care guys.

Hate It All

2009-10-31T22:50:00.000-07:00

Haiz, life is falling apart

Just got the text, that person wants to break off the friendship. I have no clue why, or what is it I did wrong.

Why?
Was I annoying?
What, a malay?
I'll leave you alone, I will, just talk to me. I need you. You're one of my friends that understand me most. I can't handle life without you. I am sorry.

I am sorry for not being the person that will leave you and your issues alone. When the rest of them know what's going on. I feel misplaced, for why you would tell friends, when you couldn't tell me. I don't understand why.

Yes, you can be selfish. You can have her for all you want. But telling other people, not including me? And ending up the whole issue with "I don't trust you" really did break my heart apart. I am waiting for your apology. If you are unhappy with who I am, tell me, shout it right into my face, so that at least I get your respect. It is not fair, it really isn't. Haiz, please, don't do this to me. You are important.

I couldn't stop crying and sobbing on my bed when you send me that text.

Yea, I know, that's something not manly to say. But at least bold enough to say it. I can't stand the fact that you would do this to me. Please, I am sorry. But I too need your apology.

Until then...

I Regret

2009-10-30T17:44:00.000-07:00

MOTHER FPISSED

LIFE SUCKS

You smart la, very smart, go to 2D, I more stupid la.
I'm fuckng cunning, you can't trust me. I'm freaking fugly stupid bitch wannabe.
I am sinful, pathetic, useless boy who does nothing to criticise you all the time.

You happy right. You are so perfect, I wonder why I trust you to be my best friend. Hmm, and you didnt. Yarr, I thought I knew you, guess I was wrong. You're super perfect la, everyone loves you. Haiz, really suck ah. All those msgs you give me, what deepshit, am I suppose to trust that all that was true. Haiz, ya. You feel much better right when you know I'm a dirty little painintheass malay boy.

Just read Sarah's blog, I agree with her. Not sure too whether right decision to get into this school. Met some wonderful people too that changed me.

Li Jun and I getting along.
Yeah, we're going out, not going steady, get your facts right. Got problem?
Thursday went to buy eoy gifts.
Friday dance.

Bye

His Confessions

2009-10-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

Today ah? Did nothing.
During class, everyone wanted to know who I liked. Lol
Yeah, everyone saw my facebook status, and i got like 46 comments/feedback on my wall now.
Many people know already, I seriously like this girl. I've wasted almost 10 months not asking this girl out, what a friggin' waste. Haiz, disappointed.

News from Miss Chin: Half the class only made it to 2 Devotion, 2010's most academically smartest class. Yeah, the top 42 of cohort going to 2D next year, the rest of us would be dispersed to the rest of the express classes. But the majority of the dispersal would be going to 2F.

I confirm die die go to 2F, if not, I'll rather quit school and live in the dump, seriously.

Dance

Today dance session, we wasted like 1.5 hours disccussing where to practice dance. There were 3 factors holding us back.

Venue - There is 'O' Level Examination going on, so the school will be so called out of bounds. And we need somewhere spacey, so houses are out of the option.
CD Player - My song, as you can hear right now, is only burnt on a disc because my phone spoil, so the only way is to bring a CD Player with speakers
Power point - We need a power point to power the CD Player, lol

But the biggest reason why we spent so much time is the Heidi, Sarah and Mook went out to eat lunch at Junction8 and um Causewaypoint.

In that long period of time, Erick, Carin and I stayed in school canteen talk about life, love and problems.

Woah, gosh, another emotional time for me. I got so engaged in the conversation that I almost cried. We were first talking about who I like, then about family, and when I started to touch on my eldest brother's story, I couldn't resist..

I just blurted everything out, I was just so angry. That was the very first time I talked about my brother with friends. I never opened up regarding to my family issues... but seriously... I wanted to just shout and just take that frustration I have with my brother.

While that very moment I wanted to cry, Erick hurled his hand out, his signature move la. And I was like what the hell, Amirul, don't cry, please, public HAHA Yeah, hold the tears ah. I don wanna go deeper on the story, it hurts. If you wanan know, find out your friggin' self. lol

So at last, made decision to go Mook's house. At Seng Kang there.
Eh, got 3 dogs leh, so cool. They don't bite, neither lick heh.
So yeah, it was the most slackiest session ever. Almsot did nothing cause like so many things to talk about.

Go back home with Erick and Carin, talk about this issue, omg, so....eee yer. Heh.

CHIAO. SEVEN ALREADY LIAO!!! HAHAH
gotta log out, sob sob

Yellow, Black and All Things Mushy

2009-10-24T17:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, text crap with that Faris. It was like so funny. Anyway, dancers reading this, please spread the word, there will be dance sessions during the holidays

Liya's Wedding

Oooo yeahhhh A'huh... a'huh. My cousin Liya is officialy maried yaw. Okay, it may not have been the best rewang - a term where people get together to help out an event such as a wedding, but it was fun arh cause there was strong bonding going on with my cousins! Omg, every single picture would be uploaded by tomorrow, not a promise heh.

Part 1
So yesterday, dance session got cancelled cause of attendance. Gosh. Whatever.

Came back home and my mom was like, hurry up change if you wanna follow me go rewang. And I was like yar yar. Went to Syed Restaurant to eat my breakfast. Um, Just 3 pieces of prata and Sportswater. Oh, and by the way

NO SMOKING.

LOL... Lame

So reach there, woah, everything set-up already. I cameraman, seriously speaking. Had to take photographs for my cousin, personally, for 3 hours, taking shots of what was going on.

The most tiring was not the 3 hours, but it was the 5 minutes where I had to hold the camera still to record a video of the "signing the document" session HAHA

Here you can see me taking memorable pictures for my dear Liya.

Took pictures of the gifts and whatever.

Relatives too. Um, it was kinda stupid cause there were like so many many photographers there, no joke. And it was hard cause it was seriously like some kind of celebrity paparazzi.

And here, took photos of everyone else.

Um, the woman in the pink thingy is Liya, yeah, it is actually a candid shot, seriously.

She's really good at smiling, she does it all the time, like without cramping, that is super cool.

Haha, yeah, so um, the girls in blue are one of my favourite cousins on Earth. Fun to be with, can joke around, not sensitive, and yeah, had fun.

So on your left, he is my top-rated cousin; Syafiezal. Haha, yeah, he looks soo those mat-rep hooligans, although he is HAHA

But he's kind to me ah.

Please, get to know him before judging, he speaks so softly LOL

Yeah, the trio there are my veryvery close cousins I can't let go. At night the 3 of us were like singing those emotional malay songs. We had so much fun, seriously, we sang till like 12 am? Like some kind of drunk asses

Last but not least, here we have Aniszah,
my cousin who treats me somewhat like how Farah does.

Haha! I love youuu anis. Yeah, she takes care of me uh. Um, she's my assistant camerawoman when I'm really occupied.

She's like super cheeky, haha, whateverrr
Part 2 tomorrow, where pictures arrive uh (:

THE END MAN!

Up, Down, Left, Right

2009-10-23T03:25:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday, my bro just received his salary.
And like woah, he is so generous. He gave me a hundred dollars, see! Didn't like expect that.

PHS Amazing Race

Anyway, today we had our Amazing Race event at school. He was like boring at first. We had to go stations such as theee... Word Frenzy, Hop-Jump-Hop, but my favourite is like the Through the Maze.

The objective of the game is that my group was blindfolded with our own ties. Haha, awkward much. Carin instructed as by like saying 1: Left, 2: Right and bla bla bla. We had to go through the stupid maze. It was soo cool tho, cause there were like obstacles like this brushing feeling on the leg and "rain". Its like guarantee they used the broom and like water to splash on us.

It was a super uper great experience. Oh yea, members were myself, Erick, Carin, Shana and Jolene. Hehe!

Dance

Dance, wow, today best day. Guess who just joined the family. Better still, its a guy!

GOD BLESS ME! HAHA! I LOVE YOUUU LORD!

mwuahahahaha.... lame
Azra, yeah, that Secondary 2 Devotion, 16yr old philipino guy from Drama Club. Yep. He was like so confident he could do well in dance. And yea, he proved it alright! Well, we learnt new steps that were frigging awesome, they were like wushu, I guess?

It was funny cause Azra is so stiff. But he could like do body wave and stuff, cool huh.
So yea, after dance, Mandi gave the new version of the song by D-JAN himself. This custom made song was suppose to cost us roughly $600, but because of some certain special issue, heh, we were able to get it free!

BOO YA

Stayed back and talk crap with Azra and my fellow team mates. Got back home safe and sound.
So now mommy is scolding me go bath cause its gonna be seven soon.

TATA! I'm stinking, but aint no worry, I'm wearing deoderant LOL

Life is full of surprises,
so why not wait for it
than trying to search for one.

At the end of the day,
what surprises you is far way better
than what you expect.
(:

Im Back

2009-10-22T00:26:00.000-07:00

been long. i know.
exams? nothing to say

life, not bad, could have been better, but whatever -.-
small things I remembered:

I studied with Shanmugam for Maths, it was worth it. He has now titled me as God of Shit
Found out that Erick was so called saliva-conscious, but I'm an exception
Carin broke up with that person of hers
I keep waking up at exactly 12am for no reason
Shafiq dyed his hair brown

highlights so far:

Sexual Education

It was like Tuesday. I can guarantee in Reuben's head, he was like "So cool! I can't wait". Well, talked about the harmful effects of pornography online. Yea, it so was not cool. Miss Chin was like "It is very bad too watch too much porn". And Ang Guan was like "..that means can watch a little bit of porn la". Holy crap, I cracked up so much. It was super funny, like no idea why. Okay, so remember people, watching porn is very very sinful.... you know... must learn from me, I good example (HAHAHAHAAHAHA! XD).

CCA OPEN HOUSE 2010

Sarah and I will be and are choreographing a new dance together with Erick, Mook, Heidi, Carin and Mandi. We will perform next year during the CCA Open House to promote dancing. Desperately need boys, or at least, one with male chromosomes LOL. okay, so the song you're hearing now, is the OUR VERY OWN TEMPORARY MASH-UP of the song that we would be using for the dance. A remix is made with the help of Mandi's DJ teacher to better "pump up the flavour", or like whatever that's suppose to mean.

We so far have covered up at least an eight entrance, 4.5 eights individual and 7 eights sync. All of us so far are at least suffering from lots of aches, needle-like pain and blue-blacks. Even Sarah had to dump school cause she was in real pain from doing all the hip-hop.

Currently, the Zhang Lao Shi, also known as Zhang Monster, seriously -.- LOL lame, is choreographing like 4 dance items for next year's school concert. I'm starting to get really giddy and tired these days from all the dancing. Thanks to Erick to entertain me from my long-ago-weird-habit-of-staring-into-blank-space, and to Sarah who is helping with the choreography, I still remain strong, charming, and like no ugly eye bags, for now.

So anyway, on Monday, rehearsed at AMK. Passers-by were freaked out with our freaky moves.
Tuesday; rehearsed at WOW Room, after that, Erick and I brought Carin to the boy's washroom. It was so frigging funny. Carin was like unsure about the small little thing that was attached to the wall where we men pee. And she was like, " Do you guys like, sit on this thing and pee? Like, how you guys pee?" You should hear the time when she asked, "Do you guys masturbate?"

HAHAHAHAHA. HOLY CRAP. HILARIOUS.

Okay, wont get into that story.

Wednesday was whatever. Had dance after school.
For the first time, I can push myself so-so much way down on my splits without that Zhang Monster. I was like this close to making full splits, until that Zhang came and pushed me down. As usual, always go back from school with Erick. Carin came in, talk crap in train as usual. People were staring at us, no idea why.

GOLF

Played golf today. Yea, not bad, wasn't bored, at least Erick was there.
Practiced at driving range, then went to the golf course.
So the scores were:

Reuben - Hole in One
Shanmugam - Eagle
Erick - Eagle
Dave - Eagle
Amirul - Birdie
Joseph - Bogey

I do not want to touch onto the story where Steph got beaten up by Jeremy.

Done with my stories.

You are willing to wait for me,
but I have to be selfish, so please,
keep waiting till everything is over.

love, miru..

GlamourUs GotongRoyong 2009

2009-10-04T03:17:00.001-07:00

ALL PICTURES HAVE BEEN UPLOADED TO FACEBOOK

Amirul Adfyez
in GotongRoyong albulm

hahas. you all get it???
when i have time, i will create slideshow and put it up here (: iight?
so, it all started with me. getting ready in the morning. we promised at like 11.30. so now its 11. waited elina for 30 freaking minutes, and yes, the rest were waiting for us. hahahahas. they kept calling us, we kept telling them we superstars, put the red carpet :D reach at 7-11 np, we kept asking them where carpet, then we saw farah with red kurong.

HAHAHA. FUNNY SIA. elina was like, THERE! OUR RED CARPET! XD

so we discuss where to go. kept calling mdm adilah. no one pick up. so go to hayats. his father pick up. reach there, eat pizza.

THEN WENT TO OUR SECRET CAMWHORE AREA

hehe. yea, took lots of cool high quality photos. very nice ah, even with my phone camera. not bad (:

I TOOK OF MY SHIRT IN FRONT OF THE GIRLS

HAHAAH. yar, i know, ee yer. but im like super hawt sia. you know what i mean la huh ;D
go to farahs house, then watch this stupid guy, fall off a pillar then hit concrete floor. his head likee scrambled egg, but he still breathing. then to my house, eat mee goreng, then to elinas.

go to khairuls. since i miss him so much die die, i bought him ferero roche. hahas. went his house, eat ayam panggang. then home sweet home.

BYEBYE :D huhu!

Life is Great?

2009-10-02T03:23:00.000-07:00

Wednesday:

Went jogging 5km with brother 0.o Omg, freaking tired man, panting panting panting. He was like, "DONT STOP JOGGING"

Thursday:

Sick in the morning. went to school, chapel did malay work. English did lit, wierd. so its llike science, and i failed my science test... haiz.... really awful marks. you know, for the first time, I cried during co-curiculum that is related to academics -.- erick came, he was like dont cry, its gonna be okay. and shanmugam was like, dont cry leh. was really sick the whole day, my chest freaking pain, cant breathe, cough alot, sneeze sneeze. scared my asthma came back.

night time, my conditions freaking worsened. seriously having really3 hard time to breathe.

WHOLE NIGHT COULDN'T SLEEP. mom and bro kept entertaining me, gosh, my brother is so kind to me, lol, seriously. he was like, come here, i massage you (: hehe.

Today:

morning, very high temperatures. no sleep.

38.5C.

really giddy man. had a hard time going school, went with umi (: texted mrs goh, say im like freaking sick and inform my teacher. went there, reach at general office. saw tze ming, he came to me and was like, are you okay (: hahas! put his hand over my forehead, so sweet la he. discuss with him where miss chin.

so, i was isolated, was at second level corridor there. English paper was easy la. after that, as usual, went home with erick, shana, jacy and clarette. jolene suppose to follow, dunno why she didnt go home. umi waited for me. went home together with friends and mom XD

played bubbles in train :D talk crap. went see doctor. go home. making cheesecake. slept. woke up, then i saw Gearl-Gurl in plastic bag XD

My Goodbyes. .

2009-09-28T01:26:00.000-07:00

Friday:
English oral! oh yeah! I had Ms Mc'Noe as invigilator! How cool is that?! Well yeah, whole thing had an Old-People Theme. Fun ah the Conversation with her... After school, did science project. Finished building toy, report, its like almost 3000 words.
Presentation and poster, aint done. Went to Clarettes house. OMG. Manas boify and Clarattes wannabe came XD HAHAHAS. kidding. yea, Jun Hui and Claire. They quite entertaining, so, dont give a damn lor.

candid erick!
Eco GenS at traffic
Claire's eyes (:
Me playing piano :D
Erick and Claire
Working on poster
Jun Hui Daddy! :D
Mana Mommy! :D

Wen Ting had to go back ): Went back and forth from Clarettes to my house, Erick was like sian. Cute la he, yet so bollywood-dramatic. Why? Okay,umm, Clarette played a piano cover of Rivers Flows In You. And Erick was like, shitmeat comedy behind. HAHAHAS! serious man, made me laugh, lucky my hand can hold still.

TAKE IT AWAY CLARETTE!

RIVERS FLOW IN YOU (PIANO COVER)

BY CLARETTE CHUA

Go home, tired tired.

Saturday:
Woke up really late, help mom, that day whole day families kept going in and out.
I like couldnt concentrate with my project -.-
In the end, still undone.

Sunday:
Finally project finish. Like, NO SLEEP. My face turned to fuglish pale, gosh, TIRED. Texted Faris, good brother la he, i like no mood text everyone else. sorry ah if no reply, really man, I was tired la, my fingers did hard labour you know.
Arif needed go to workplace, left his passcard at home -.- took it, went to mrt, gave to him. hahas. then slack with faris in bus. went looping round yishun 811 bus, so unglam. crap talk, i told him the seating belt joke, HAHAHAHAS. We were like telling each other so not funny jokes, that ended up being laugh at, lol. accompany him go barber, cut hair, then we went my house. BLABLA.

Faris watch TV (:

Today:
OMG! i didnt bring PE uniform! had punishment by teacher. Dont wanna talk bout it, stupid punishment. Played badminton, freesbie, ran blabla. Recess ate quite alot, talk crap with Erick. Went to class, studied last minute for Geog. Had test, easy la.
MT - whole class didnt do work. stupid Shamil told teacher indirectly we never did work -.-
English - nothing much, went tru corrections
Science - handed up our good project work
Maths - got my test back: 12/20 0.o omg, need to pull up my socks man

came back home with Erick, gossip gossip in train. Erick was like "That guy with the phone is gay" LOL and I was like "Yea....". went back home, ate Mega Mcspicy, and now ive ended up talking shit on the blog.

ADIOS AMIGOS :D

Alot of Things to Say La :D

2009-09-22T03:27:00.000-07:00

omg! munah and hirzi! my favourite local comedians la! once again, another oso funny cool video got online. WATCH LA! Its a Hari Raya parody filmed in local singapore, thanks to munah and hirzi! love the both of you (:

Satuday:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! yea, been long i updated, well, forgive me, one and all, any mistakes or whatever I've done la kan, forgive me can? hehehe. take care, god bless you all. Went to Grandparents' house blablabla.

Ps. More pictures have been uploaded on Facebook, I'm just freaking lazy to upload here ;D

Sunday:

Today people came my house. hehe, here are a few pics
Once again; Ps. More pictures uploaded at Facebook

Monday:
nothing much. wake up, bath, went online, did nothing la. chat chat.

Today:
Hahahas! Finally, today, woke up, really tired, felt sick. But after bath, rejuvenated la. Got ready, went to school.

First - English: Oral Discussion practice
Second - Art: Didn't do my work. Had three pieces of work going on, tessalation, texture and shading. And I gotta get ready for Art EOY -.-
Third - Math:

well, there was math test today. initially, i totally wanted to wrote down those stupid formalae into my wallet, didnt study at all man. but erick was soooo motivating seh. he was like "amirul! dont cheat! i dont want you cheat la, just try your best or memorise by hard" gosh. he's such a good friend. haiz, love him so much la, coudnt ask for a better friend (: took his advice, or else he will scold me some more >< tattooing =".=">diao, erick behind! hahahas. nice right? i draw. LOL

back to the point . . . Fourth: Science
Ehh, fun man Mrs Andrew period, she lets us talk alot. YOU RAWK! took candid photos
cute la carin. reuben acting all macho. and presentation my darling Andrew.
after school had geog remedial, had dilleme whether wan pon or not, then at last i just followed erick wherever he wanted to go. most obviously > GEOG. hahas. BORING

went back home, decided to buy erick fererro big packet. lol. love it? hahas. thanks for being such a good friend (:

BYE PEEPS
errrrmirulll
FYI. im with very very vrey good terms with Ang Guan. finally im done with ALL my social issues.

Festive Season

2009-09-19T18:41:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY:

I was super dissapointed nobody came to those who I had invited. Stare at the big banner: "FAMILY PICNIC DAY 2009". Irritating man those words, no family, friends didnt came. *sigh* Its like, gosh, nevermind, really sad la that's all.

The juniors were suppose to meet at the Bishan MRT Station at 2.30, and yes they did. And as President for the Lower Sec Dancers *ahem-ahem*, you would like totally expect me to come punctually, but damn, I was freaking late! AHH! They all were like "AMIRUL! Why so late?! Ask us come so early". Forgive me my fellow dancers, seriously. But you know what they say, the heroes and superstars always become the finale XD

Well, we had know idea how to get there. Luckily Heidi hadn't left, yeah, brought us there. Arrived, I got reprimanded by Miss Tang for bringing the class late. But yeah, she happy mood a little ah. Dunno what happened, think that she didnt took her pills HAHA. Umm, rehearsed, stage was freaking small. Practiced at void deck, sickeningly hungry and dissapointed, leg cramps all the way. Muthita was like "Why so emo" and Sarah was like "Dont strain your leg", and she was like massaging my leg, gosh, thank youu so much Sarah, without you I'll totally be in pain... Haiz.. my dancers, I coudnt help thinking that you're all very supportive and always looking up for me. I laugh at myself knowing that every single time, without fail, you all were always by my side, my cramps, pain, love-life, problems. My biggest thanks to:

Amanda Lim: Helping me get closer with ___ , of whom I no longer have interest in.
Erick: Who stood by me and and share the joy I have, who always motivates me in dancing, studying and my love-life.

Sarah: The one who entertained my bitchness, but never did fail, at all, to aid the pain, physically, mentally, whatever la, I had. Thank youu Sarah.
Wen Ting: You are the sweet little innocent girl who helped me with stretches and took me this far.
Heidi, Muthita: Damn, funny funny times we had. You both are always the two cheerful souls who drew that smile upon me. Nevertheless, I too share that unique happiness the both of you share; laugh, roll, laugh more :D
Carin: You're the cute naughty girl whose smile forever stood out from the crowd. Thank you for being my fashion-faux-pas reporter (:
Clarette: Well, nothing much. :D Thank you for the help you've done.
Everyone else: I would like to extend my gratitude to the rest of you so much for bringing me this far. You as dancers motivate me to go further, a mile after mile. My heart seriously can't stop laughing when most of you were like "Amirul! You have leg cramp! Sit down, sit down!" Hhahas. I can't stop thinking how glad am I to have such friends. Forgive me for any mistakes I brought upon. Most importantly, never give up, and this goes to all dancers. I can confess, I'm not "that" good either. But it’s not being good that matters, it’s how much you enjoy that adrenaline where you twist, turn, hop, split, pop and lock. Have fun, no one will criticise you. It is the "having-fun" that makes the dancing well.

So yes, never forget these words, and take them seriously, all of you (:

DANCE ALOT LA ME! :D

2009-09-18T03:44:00.001-07:00

YO! SUP MAN!

hahahahas! today, best and funniest things

happened during dance

and recess XD. LOL! READ HOR

but first i talk a little what happened yesterday la. well, after school, went straight to geylang serai. bought new watch, wallet, bag and skinnies for myself. lol. ANYWAY. today, during recess, i was like sitting one corner with Erick, as usual. suddenly Isaac from sec 2 came to me LOL we talked only for a while, hahhaas, he gave me his number 0.o but cool kid to hang out with ah :D

DANCE: HAHAHAHAHAHAS. fun man! finished choreography. FINALLY!!!
tomorrow real performance! FARISS! WATCH ME! PLEASE ):
COME TO BISHAN EAST COMMUNITY PARK AT 4 :D if you dunno where, call me ASAP
BAHHHH! COME!!!

funny part; AHAHAHAHAHAS. after dance, was like 5? stayed back. erick pang seh me.
lol, he wanted to go with carin =.= practiced in the CANTEEN XD WITH MANY PEOPLE WATCHING US. LOL THEN THEN THEN, i asked amanda lim to buy me drink for my breaking of fast, then 2 more girls were fighting to buy me drink XD hahahahs!
heidi and denise XD LOL. they were argueing over and like paying with vending machine. now i got like 2 bottles of sport drink. lol? denise didnt buy for me cause i DIE DIE didnt want it. HAHA then i came back with amanda. i became new friends with marilyn, jing ying and if im not wrong, letazia (SORRY IF MISPELLED) reached at 6.40pm. lived happily ever after.

Englisherfied

2009-09-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

today, nothing much. one thing i wanna focus on today.
Cyril Wong, one of the best local writers here. he came to my school (:
only a few people were allowed to meet this wonderful poet. i was seriously like dont wan go mood. but Jacy was so persuasive, haiz... she really wanted me go, so yea, or else theres no one gonna entertain her CHIM english sarcasm HAHAHAS.

anyway, omg, im in love with his poems. theyre really touching and heart-breaking. and guess what? Jacy and I are attempting to create 40 poems to publish it. hopefull itll get into the schools magazine or straits time :D

This is Cyril Wong's poem, I do not own this:

The lovers are taking it slow. They are drawing out
the days of nothingness, making them last. Who will be the first to go? Who dares to answer such questions?

The lovers in church are praying only for each other. They are tracing the edge
of the shore with their footprints. What have they done that they have not yet been forgiven for?

There is still time to replace the curtains, to oil the gate so it may close again without crying. Now is the moment. The lovers know this as they head home now, evening drawing their bodies closer, slowing their steps at a momentous pace, as words fold away into the spaces even memory cannot reach.

- Cyril Wong

PS: I would be posting daily poems, if possible, and its based on real-life. So if it just so happens that the story is similar somehow, then yeah, ahahas, you were there! poem-etically speaking, but yea, tagg me if you love or appreciate my poems :)

-i love you. until not, you never notice. please la, im trying so hard
cant you see it? im deeply crazily madly in love with you... haiz

--to this certain person, hahas, yea, we'll be best of friends la, just dont pang seh me like you did this afternoon =.= you know who you are XD

Boring

2009-09-15T03:46:00.000-07:00

UPDATE TIME! :D

MODAY: 3 THINGS THAT GOT IN THE WAY OF MAKING MY DAY POSSIBLY BETTER -

fasting
monday blues
first day of school after a week of holiday

prince charming texted me in the morning aftter my eating -.- just was bout to sleep but yea, entertained la, not always you have him msg =.= anyway, OMG. P.E, TIRING MAN. came back home, slept from 3 till 7 0.o omg, so long my nap -.- tsk tsk tsk.

so today, nothing much erh, was staggering my eyes on the innocent clock the whole day. wah kao, soo tired man, even tze ming was like dozing off 0.o i like art period best, SLACK TIME, but i really love art la, hahas. i do my work for art 110 percent. stayed for geog remedial.
so came back, hayat tried to prank call, didnt work, mom picked up phone XD HAHAHAS.
ummm, talk crap online with FARIS LER. hahas. yea. the charming one.

miss talking to Khairul
miss eating cookies
craves to see Faris
wanna have a talking montage with AmandaW soon
is anxious about exams
can't stop thinking of Hari Raya times with glams

Faith in All You Do || Hayat is Awesome?

2009-09-13T00:25:00.000-07:00

came across this really awesome video online. wow. like how does he/ do they do it LOL its a Michael Jackson Remix Tribute (: ENJOY. oh, and tagg me when viewd! HAHA

hahas. yeah, awkward title.. made hayat a new blog. for a newb, he really is getting the hang of it. do check out his blog trough my [E]xits (: anyway, yeah, I'll be posting an -FYI.me- section daily on my posts. hahas, just to let you all know a little about myself on a daily basis. cause its like soo not cool if you were to put a huge description of yourself on the side. or squeeze your likes and dislikes in a single post. PLEASE LEAVE TAGGIES ON WHAT YOU THINK OF THE PICTURE :D

WARNING: NO INFRINGEMENTS. THIS IMAGE IS TO REMAIN ONLY HERE AS I AM THE ONE WHO OWNS AND CREATED THE PICTURE BELOW. (:

i love orange
mommy's little servant
the green in my blog is just a theme to beRaya.
did badly for exams. except for art ;D

story-telling time!
short and sweet la. yesterday came back from hayats. went to ahmads to watch big bang theory and white chicks. old movie, yet still so hilarious la. hayat then came to my house, played o2jam blablabla. lived happily ever after.

today was like scheduled to go to prince charming house. LOL SO SORRY. didnt make it. need to help mommy with cleaning the window grills *sob sob*

CHIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I'm Out!

2009-09-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

hello peeps! hey, do read my previous post, its from today too. so im like at hayats house. went there at 6. boarded 169, break fast there, terawih. cool ah their family. faris! promise you ill be done with your blogskin by next week XD i know, long right? dun care hayat! hahas. newb blog! yea, ill get onto it iight? farah! organised stupid raya thing faster. wan see your face LAAAAAA so. OMG.! i found a video Oprah! its sooooo awesome!

So the whole thing was on National TV Broadcast: Black Eyed Peas performed "I Gotta Feeling" and officially opened Oprah's 24th Season (2009-10) along with 21,000 fans dancing on Michigan Avenue (Chicago, IL) on Tuesday, Sept 8th (2 days before it aired nationwide). This is being recorded as the World's Largest 'Single-City' FLASHMOB event ever held, thanks in part to T-Mobile! Cool right

night ppeople :)

Horror De

2009-09-10T15:55:00.000-07:00

hello hello you people. i am gonna sponsor this oso cool horror movie. watch the trailer man! i soo wanna watch it, too bad its like rated blood violence bla bla. omg! gonna buy pirated man. i know, cheapskate right? hahahas!

Okay okay, so there was like five sorority girls who causes murder to one of their "sisters" in a prank gone wrong, they agree to keep the matter to themselves and never speak of it again, so they can get on with their lives. So its like when I talk about sisters, its like a clique, they call themselves the Delta. LOL. When after graduation a mysterious killer goes after the five of them and anyone who knows their secret.

Genres:	Suspense/Horror, Thriller and Remake

Running Time:	1 hr. 40 min.

Release Date:	September 11th 2009 (wide)

MPAA Rating:	R for strong bloody violence, language, some sexuality/nudity and partying.

Distributors:	Summit Entertainment, LLC

DONE! hehe. my turn **

Soo, yesterday, went to manas house to do the solar toy thing. WOAH, finish so fast man, just proove the hypothesis. cool. anyway, yea, slacked at her house alot. LOTS OF TEMPTAION SIA.

bought bubble tea, eat lots of snack they all. eat cookies and tarts, wa laooo. wan eat leh. and omg, they so stingy, i wannted to bring like 2 small packets of snack to bring home, they were like "STOP STEALING THE FOOD" =.= lol?
so yea, played Cheat!, Tai-Ti. Fun ah! hahas. CLARETTE CHEATED ALOT. hahas. CHEATER!

and mana was like full of cards. pfft. yea, tai-ti, lasted only a short while. talk crap alot ah.
made our way back at like 4.30. missed the bus -.- thenthen bus took freaking long man. we only boarded till 4.50. reached home so late man.. like 1 hour then expected. freak la busses.

so. THATS all. ohoh. and today im gonna sleep over at hayats house, so, im gonna make sure i find something good to post so you readers could enjoy my oso new blog. do keep reading my posts and tag me iight! toodles !

CHAT BOX

Hayat: Sorry la dont have your face. i like couldnt fine your picture anywhere
Zhen Kang: you got problem is it with me having blog =="
Amanda: yea yea, i know, gorgeous right? hahas. just like me XD
Erick: sorrry ahhh. you both the same la. and i demoted carin. LOL. shes like ignoring the Plastics. she betrayer! XD

APOLOGIES

Mana: mommy! sorry de i so immature""
Clarette: hahas. your hair okay laa -.-
Erick: youre not fat neither black. just getting along with the convo XD

New Arrival!

2009-09-09T16:18:00.000-07:00

Wow. Like finally i updated. Anyway, welcome to Amirul's Blog Version 3.0!LOL. Took me like what, 2 days? Today and yesterday, like whoah. first time straight no sleep de =.="" Okay okay. Nice right, i know. hahahas. Briefly tell you all what happenned a couple of days. Bare with me people! Hope this would be short (:

TEACHERS' DAY

Yes, we all love teachers' day noww... why?
Caus they release us FREAKING early. 7.30 - 9.30 am? FUYOOH! shock maaan!
made my way all the way there. . talk talk with cannteen people. lol?
chill with securty guard. was fun ah. joke around with old folks are hard to get by these days you know?
Then, saw teachers at hall, no present, yes im stingy, lol. no time ><

TERAWIHS

yesyes, i know. im like redirecting myself everytime go there. but tts not true from here onwards. got guided by Khairul, hes sweet la, you guys should get to know him. anyway, yea. after every single time talk to him, i will have this "moment". seriously, i cried infront of him quite a few times =.= embarassing. while in my moment, i msged to everyone of all the bad deeds and sins or whatever ive done. i was like so guilty of the many things people never seen me doing. since online is more 'publical', ill do it.

Ahmad: I know what you're going tru, and im sorry if I insulted you in any way.
Erick: You've always been there for me, and I hadnt repay it the way I should
Farah: When youre going tru all those operations, treatments, i should have stop by to you and attend to you
Elina & Hayat: If by any chance i accidentally talked bad of the two of you, I seriously didnt mean it.
Khairul: I'm sorry if i didnt bring enough cookies for you XD hahas
1D: i love you all. you know it. im sorry if i had acted bias in any way.
everyone else: please forgive me for any sins ive done

well, tts all. today im gonna go mana-sans home to do science project. have to build solar toy -.- pfft. but, yay.. meet erick la. wont be boring.

so yea, take care folks. :D

Sigh

2009-07-17T18:21:00.000-07:00

Haiz... Been really busy. But im gonna make this post short and sweet.
This is a poem that I was about to present to a certain someone,
but I was like, aiya, don't know how to explain la. Just a wierd feeling not to.

Twinkled, blinked; Dare I say?
For you are just as blind as they.
I think, I thought, I knew you were,
I knew you hid when I appeared.

You gave me words, but the voice is gone.
You gave me love, yet I see its donned.
"Hello", "Bye", that's all you say,
My emotions inside is led astray.
"Abide, go off, forget", I told,
Your actions so clear, so vivid, so bold.

Its not the same when you're there, and I'm here;
You're with friends and others, when I'm here with tears.
I'm vulnerable, I'm scared, I dont want to lose you;
I miss you, you miss me, but there's nothing you do,
to keep your promises, and to keep the vows,
You will soon realise my true feelings arouse.

I WROTE THIS POEM AND IT OFFICIALY BELONGS TO ME.
I STRICTLY PROHIBITS ANYONE FROM DOING INFRINGEMENTS.

Well... thats how it goes.. Take care guys.
I will not reveal the name who I refer to here, but one thing for sure,
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CHOCOLATES.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS

Holiday Comeback [:

2009-06-27T20:12:00.000-07:00

SALUTATIONS, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, PLEASE GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO AMIRUL'S LONG-AWAITED UPDATED POST!

*CROWD GOES WILD AND VIGIROUS*

Today's TOTALLY GLAMOUROUS Feeds:

Last Kiss, Goodbye Grandma
3Cs: Competitions, Contests, Concerts
3Ss: Sun, Sand, Sea
Love-Urm-So-Much Headlines
Salsa Partner Request - Shantelle
Hafizah's Birthday Party
King of Pop (1958-2009)
What's New?

Rohkiah Binte Haji Omar
(1938 - 2009)

She was the sensitive one, entirely devoted for her love
to the beloved and loved. She withstood our rejection to
her presence. Her tears were always hidden beneath that inevitable
smile of hers, drawn on that beautiful, wrinkled face.
Though, she had always been stubborn for her utterly disgusting habit
of smokes. On the contrary, she has the tendency to crack
those awfully-unfunny jokes, applying so much effort
to see her grand kids smiling, just like she did,
when she was lying, unmovable, on the
still mattress laid on the hard, cold
wooden floor.

My lips kissed.

That laughter, that smile, and those farts she would deny.
It would just seem too fast for her to leave.
It was as if it was just yesterday,
she had crack another so-not-hilarious joke
and farted during the dinner meals. Those unforgettable memories.
Her love would always be sealed within my blood. It would
circulate my being, as hope, as a lesson, as an angel.

26th June 2009
2:45am
Mom received a call from Aunt Azwa.
An unexpected call from Johore Bahru.
Nenek Ibu died in the hospital, a congestive cardiac failure.
The utmost tragic event indeed. She cried, non-stop.
Staying calmed, she told us all. Waking up my father,
and my brothers and I. A hundred thoughts and questions
whirled through my head. I stood silently in the shower.
All getting ready to see her for the last.

Upon arrival, my heart burst, but tears stayed.
Frozen, the hairs on the back of my neck rose.
Observing her clothed in white, with only her face to admire.
I could have hugged her tight if I could, but the sub-conscious
made me scared of her for no valid reason.
Everyone else was just crying, and I just sat quietly.

The burial took place at Jalan Kubur. Approx 10am.
I could have imagined her soul crying for help loudly
to stop burying her in the heavy soil that was about to be
placed on her fragile body. Typing these words has
been hard enough. Thus, I would end it all here.

Rest In Peace dear Nenek.
Hope to see you soon (:

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WOW. My schedule is now packed somuchever.
I have to get ready for the inter-school's badminton competition.
Been training myself with Qistina and Clement as hard as I could.
Hmm. Dancing hasn't been easier either. Going for an Pre-NUS
Dance Audition for the Quad-Youth Dance competition.

APOLOGY

2009-06-09T10:10:00.000-07:00

MORNING BLOGGERS, READERS, AND SWEETHEARTS! ;D

OMG! BLOGGERS. IM SO SORRY I DIDNT UPDATE MY BLOG.
ILL UPDATIE ASAP.

UNFORTUNATELY IM BUSY WITH DANCE AND BADMINTON.

SOOOOO. DO CHECK MY LINKS IIGHT.

IF POSSIBLE BY TODAY ILL MAKE A POST.

TC AITES! BUHBYES!

Dancaholic ft. Fashion, Pets & Everything-else

2009-06-08T09:32:00.000-07:00

Woahh.. I surfed a lot of interesting stuff to post.

OKAYOKAYOKAY. HERE GOESSSSSS!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! GET READY!

Today's Hawt Feeds:

SYF Methodist's Girls School 2009
Fashion Wish List & Trends
Pets News: Rarest Dog Breed
Riddle: If A Tree Fell

MGS PRESENTS:
A Hymn To Spring
(SYF 2009 - Gold with Honours)

Had always envied this dancers for a looong, long time alright. Always getting top in the charts for
the SYF. Its kinda obvious they're like getting Gold with Honours because Zaki is their
choreographer. Just for readers who dunno who he is, he just so happen to be the
most recognizable choreographer for JC Dance Societies. No wonder MGS
dance techniques looks a lot like SAJC's Liberta. Anyway, as a
sportsman, I must respect their position. JIA YO MGS!
Keep up the good work, you too Zaki!

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All of my GLAMS totally know IM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH TOPMAN CLOTHES.
Here is my wish list; gonna buy 'em during holidays or just soon enough.
As for girls, Elina's oso glamorous clothes were bought at Miss Whatever,
as for Farah: shes a random shopaholic.
Ahmad? I've got no clue..........
The Toy Store perhaps? *lol*

WHITE MULTI SPORT SHIRT
- $50
short sleeve
white and black
multi spot
casual shirt
100% cotton
machine washable

WHITE TRIM CURVED COLLAR SHIRT
- $60
white smart shirt
curved collar
contrats piping detail
100% cotton
machine washable

AQUA TONAL EDGE TIE
- $20
aqua coloured
contrast tonal edge
100% polyester
machine washable

MONKEE GENE BABYCORD SKINNY
- $100
deep plum skinny,tight fit with mid rise in organic babycord
Soil Association certified jean
98% Cotton
2% Lycra/Elastane
machine washable

WHITE AND BLACK MANGA RAGLAN
- $36
white and black 3/4 sleeve raglan crew t-shirt
with manga print
100% cotton
machine washable

BLUE CONTRAST PIPED HOODIE

- $36
blue zip thru hoody
orange contrast piping trims
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machine washable

ORANGE CONTRAST PLACKET CARDIGAN
- $50
orange knitted cardigan
contrast placket
100% cotton
machine washable

SHAWL COLLAR VEST
- $50
brown shawl collar
knitted vest
100% cotton
machine washable

MULTI PRINTED WEBBING BELT
- $15
brightly coloured print webbing
shiny roller buckle - 3.3cm wide
100% polyester

GREY PRINTED DESERT SCARF
-$24
grey printed desert scarf
with tassels
100% cotton
cool hand wash

GOLD COLOUR AVIATOR SUNGLASSES
-$30
aviator style sunglasses
with multi colour detail
100% hard plastic

MULTI PACK SWEAT BANDS
-$10
3 pack yellow, red and blue sweat bands
100% metallic fibre

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THE WORLD'S RAREST BREED
AURORA, Colo. -- At first glance, they don't look that much different than any other dog. Four legs and a tail -- check. Four paws -- check. Six toes. What? Six toes. On each foot.Those extra toes are the first indication that the Lundehund is not like every other breed. They’re most likely the rarest dogs on Earth -- yet, they are hardly known.

Estimates put the number of Lundehunds at around 1,500 in the world, and only around 250 live in the United States. Originally from Norway, Lundehund means “puffin dog.”And it’s not just the six toes that make folks take a second look. The Lundehund is extremely limber. They can turn their heads a full 180 degrees, rotate their legs over their heads, and even lie completely flat, with all four legs sticking straight out to the sides.

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okay okay, this riddle is kinda complex. so, the answer may not get you. hahas.
this riddle was taken from Yahoo Answers ( posted by JilleSchmille )
answered by Autumn.

"If a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it still make a sound?"

Answer:

"Well sound is: "the sensation produced by stimulation of the organs of hearing by vibrations transmitted through the air or other medium."

So technically, if the energy vibrations that would cause sound never reach the 'organs of hearing', then no- it does not make a sound.

It's kind of like the 'Schroeders Cat' experiment...you never know unless you observe it, but to observe it would change the outcome..."

Tracks, Band, Journal

2009-06-07T15:51:00.000-07:00

OLAH BLOGGERSSS!!!

Here are today's feeds:

20 Top Tracks This Week (favourites too)
Boyce Avenue
Lastly; Mwuahs-Truly

20 Top Tracks:
TITLES...........ARTISTS

I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry
Shake It - Metro Station
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Violet Hill - Coldplay
Handlebars - Flobots

Take A Bow - Rihanna
No Air - Jordin Sparks
Sound Of Silence - Art of Garfunkel
Disturbia - Rihanna
Apologize - Timbaland

Love Song - Sara Bareilles
4 Minutes - Madonna
Forever - Chris Brown
One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks
Its Not My Time (Album Version) - 3 Doors Down

Better as a Memory - Kenny Chesny
Low - T-Pain
With You - Chris Brown
How To Save A Life - The Fray
Stop And Stare - One Republic

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BOYCE AVENUE RAWKS! =D

From Boyce Avenue's Official Website:

03/20/09
Band Lineup Change

We are sad to announce that for personal and other reasons, Stephen Hatker will no longer be playing drums for the band. We will always look back fondly on the shows Stephen played with us, and we know that he will do very well with whatever musical endeavor he tackles next. We wish him the best of luck!

OH WELL. STEPHEN DIDN'T DO MUCH ANYWAY
IN THE BAND. HAHAS. I LOVE YOU BOYCE AVENUE!

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As usual, I do alot of surfing the internet, watching videos, listening to latest songs...
The whole day was

~~~C O M P U T E R ~~~

~~~C O M P U T E R~~~

My back's now kinda aching from all the seating and staring. Hmmmms, today mommy

cooked durian soup, very deee-li-ciouss... my stomach's bloated. Urm did lots of
updating of sites, watched a few of Boyce Avenue's Videos.

AND AND AND, finally managed to contact JANA, my best badminton mate
from Ahmad Ibrahim, yeps, during last December Holidays, I could
remember vividly almost everyday, Jana and I would play
afternoon till night, had fun with her sooo much lerh,
shes different from the rest of my tag team players,
more enthu and excitinggg larh!

Now to EXTRAS:

Happy Birthday to AQASYAH! Sorry that I coudn't go out with you, iight?
I'll be out of town to go to my grandma's house in Johore, she's sick, so I may not be able to make tomorrow's post.
If I have time, I would want to make a scheduled post, but readers, I really thank you for viewing my blog, its new and it isn't much, so just have fun iight?
I'm making a new dance clique and recruiting anyone between ages of 13 - 16. Do tag me, chat, or e-mail, whichever way is fine with me.
Lastly, I would like to send my regards to Farah, Elina and Ahmad, missed them so much, and umm waiting to meet Jana, long time didnt see Faris, intention on joining ECNAD.

Future Ahead

2009-06-06T16:38:00.000-07:00

Wow, the next video I've uploaded made me came close to shedding tears. I don't know why, but it felt bizarre for the first half of the clip, and the hair at the back of my neck rose.I thank Hayat for recommending me to watch these inspirational words.

Some of you may feel shitty watching this, but, its your problem. I think that this poetry is
immensely pathologically telling how predictable humans are in the first half of our clip. Look at
us; human trafficking, abortion, nuclear weapons, interrupting the balance of nature, we are
turning into wild animals; SAVAGE AND UNCONTROLLABLE.

Look at another point of view, we humans can still change for
the benefits of our new generations to come.
Hope is still there, as long as you believe.

Music-Tv-Me

2009-06-05T21:04:00.000-07:00

Today, it may seem boring, but somehow got me occupied for the whole day; did lots of watching TV, helped mom with herons, and, um', found cool songs of YAHOO TOP 100 CHART List of Latest Hit Singles. Till now, haven't started even a piece of homework yet. I'M TOTALY NOT BOTHERED with this shit teachers kept giving me :(

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MY DAILY TEEN HOROSCOPE: CAPRICORN!

It's a good day for hunkering down in a cafe with a good book or your journal.

Try to get a window seat so that you can watch everyone go by

Anything could spark your imagination today.

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You Can Have Whatever You Want;

Law Of Attraction

The phrase Law of Attraction, although used widely by New Thought writers, has a variety of definitions. Turn-of-the-century references conceptualized the law of attraction as relating to physical structure and to how matter develops.A more modern consensus among New Thought thinkers is that the Law of Attraction says people's thoughts (both conscious and unconscious) dictate the reality of their lives, whether or not they're aware of it. Essentially "if you really want something and truly believe it's possible, you'll get it", but putting a lot of attention and thought onto something you don't want means you'll probably get that too.

No matter what religion you're from, the very
idea of the powerful human brains to "control fully" of their
lives by having positive thoughts in circumstances is true.
Even quantum physics points to this, because,
it says you cannot have a universe
without the mind entering into
it as it actually shapes the
very things that it
perceives.
For me,
I do believe completely in this, do you? :)

Click here to find out more of Law Of Attraction

St. Andrew Junior College SYF 2009

2009-06-04T18:46:00.000-07:00

SAJC PRESENTS: REDEMPTION
(SYF 2009 - Gold)

Alas, finally found my beloved JC Dance Society performing for the SYF Central Judging 2009.
Sorry for the quality guys. The first 15 seconds' blur, but just cnjoy the vid iight?
I would always expect these people to win the coveted Gold with Honours.
Gold's still good, but I have big hopes, that one day they would once more
hold that award and make their school proud; MAKE ME PROUD!
I always dream of placing my college education in SAJC.
But whatever it is, it's still a long way to go.
SAJC, U RAWK! =D

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JOE JONAS TRUE BRAVERY REVEALED

2009-06-03T14:17:00.000-07:00

MWUAHAHA. JOE JONAS true-SELF
finally revealed!

Guess what peeps? Joe was caught on all over the Internet right now, with a million views

overnight.

Yeps, thats right, JOE JONAS, brother of the JONAS BROTHERS clan.

In this video, hmm, you see (somehow) JOE, wearing heels and leotards (embarrasing),
dancing to the beat of Beyonce's Hit Single; Single Ladies!!!

EVERYONE! GIVE HIM A ROUND OF APPLAUSE! ~~~ *silence*

*ROFL*

Haiz... superstars... they're trying so hard to make themselves noticeable
but all they get is, well, yeah, noticeable, notoriously I guess xD.
Just like Hannah. I'm sorry to you fans that love her so much,
but she's just trying so hard you know. But please don't hate
me, we have different taste buds now don't we =P

Daily Blogging :D

2009-06-02T20:01:00.000-07:00

WELCOME

Heyya people, this is my new bloggie. Currently, I'm very busy with work and stuffs, but I'll try my best doing my daily blogging, iight?

Morning June, getting ready for me outing with Lynna and Farah DEBAB. Yeps, haiz, miss them soo
much larh. There were like strict rule everyone must wear thier oso latest clothes. Instincts told me,
I soo gotta use something way BerGlam, well, i wore my vintage overalls with a touch of shades.
Lynna and I went out together first to wait DEBAB at theee NP bus-stop. *WOAH*-lao, lemme
tell you this, DEBAB takes soooo freaking long to get ready, and my overalls were already
melting my skin up. *sighs* she arrived 15 minutes late, we boarded the train. VERY
KECOH LARH on the train. All being too hyper. Stopped at Khatib to take the next
train 'cause too many people lah on the trrain. Lynna kept hitting men on her
back - pai seh leh with Lynna hitting, Farah laughing and me with my oso
hilarious facial expressions. Can't stop making them laugh =P

Reached at Dhoby, bought tickets for Night At The Museum 2 Digital, eateateat at
Ben & Jerry's, shopshopshop, then we taunt some hooligans at the street.
Funny story actually, but too lazy to type de. Anyway, watched already,
ate at LJS and gossiped all the way in the train. I make this blog post
sound boring, don't I? GET USE TO IT =P

GlamourUs Outing (1/june/09)

Well, welcome to the new generation of the old clique. It has always been
fun together and still will be. There's 4 of us, mwuahs-truly, Farah,
Elina and Ahmad, we all share a common attribute; we shop 'till we
dropped, had fun 'till we go mad, and my most favourite
part is randomly being retarded, YEPS, that's us.
Unfortunately, Ahmad just had to be a
PARTYPOOPER and a MOMMA'S BOY; he often refuses to go
out for our outings. You know, he changed alot ever since
he got those "GIRLS" (a.k.a barbaric homosepians) and
left the 3 of us alone. But anyway, even without him,
shopping and gossiping still was the same to us.
As GLAMS, theres alot of stories to talk about,
ALOT; thrust me.

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*laughs* I was seriously caught off-guard. I think the photographer was Elina,
this must be one of her Random-Camwhoring-Sessions. Speculation:
Farah and I were laughing at this moment, I think it was about the
circular odd mirrors in Ben & Jerry's, and let me tell
you something, Farah's laugh is addictive,
and so is her cute DEBAB face. =D

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*laughs again* This is yet another shot of Elina's Random-Camwhoring-Sessions.
I mean, wow, look at those bugs-bunny teeth right there. You know, Elina really
should get a diploma for photographing. In overall, I hate it when she takes
randomly, it will somehow look hilarious in a way or two.

WARNING: ELINA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, well, GET A BETTER CAMERA XD

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As you can see in this picture, it was me who did the camwhoring, I had fun
editing this picture. FARAH WOULD GO MAD IF SHE SEES THIS.
You know what they say; once bitten, twice shy.Honestly,
she doesn't love food, instead, she loves to EAT food.
*LMFAO* Just kidding folks, she is who she is.
So it doesn't matter what she loves or not.
*giggles* ALL OF YOU READERS, don't
tease her, its my editing, and I just
so happen to love it, so don't
tease her, iight? ;D

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Although this picture is very biased to be not camwhored (based on Elina's
"OH-MY-GOD,-HE'S-TAKING-A-PIC,-QUICK,-LOOK-THERE!"-POSE),
it's a planned one. And guess why she's holding her ice-cream
that way? We'll continue this mysterious story in the next
caption {MWUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA}

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Did you notice Elina's strange poses. Simple explanation really:
she had a BIG ZIT on her chin. Yes, that is true,
PRINCESS GLAM got her first PUBLIC
most BIGGEST ZIT.

OH YEAH!